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Main pagli he thi na.....?

Mujhay talash thi duniya main kisi aik aisay insan ki jo meri tarah ho...jo mujhay samjhay...bin kahay dil ki bat samajh jaye....main kab udas hon...kab khush hon...usko sub kuch pata ho....per afsoos rishta koi bhi ho...her aik nay apnay tore per meri saadgi meray khaloos ka sirf istimal he kia...aur kuch nahi...Sub kuch samajhtay howay bhi na samajh ban ker sub sehnay k bawajood bhi meray hath kuch nahi aya.........Her shaks apnay mafad ki had tak sath chala ... aur bas...

Itni zehrili fiza hay k dam ghut'ta hay...Sansain azar deti hain.... Neendon se tou na janay kab say bair banda hay in palkon nay....... anay he nahi deti ............kuch pal ko tou in jan laiwa khayalon say jaan chotay.....Koi lamha tou ho jo is karb say nijat hasil ho.....

Kab tak hansi k jhootay nikab pehan ker khud ko fareeb daina hoga.......kab tak...
Behiss logon ko apni hassas sochon per zehrilay teer barsatay bardash karna hoga....
Kahan mile ga aaman .......... Kab miley ga......

Meri soch k..... waqt aur sabr sab badal daita hay aik din............per nahi.........Main galat thi.......kisi ko badalna ho tou aik pal he bohat .....Nahi badalna tou umrain raigan chali jati hain aur kuch nahi ho pata.....

Meri bhi kia soch thi.....Main bhi pagli he thi na......?



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