Main ab thak c gai hon..bohat ziada....Wajood ki thakan ab rooh tak a ponchi hay...Jism ki nas nas main saraiyat ker gai hay.....ik iztirabi si kafiat taari rehti hay....na chain idher ko hay na he udher ko...
Main bari mushkil say apnay apko duniya main mix up honay k liye khara kia tha...Per khalah sa abhi bhi...ik ajeeb sa...Main duniya se jitna bhi dor hona chahon wo saya phir khainch lata hay zindagi ki taraf...jeenay ki taraf....
Shayad main is masnoey muskurat ko saja saja ker adakari kertay tang agai hon...itna tang k kabhi kabhi dil kerta hay khud apna muh noch dalon.....zakhmi zakhmi ker dalon...aisa kerdon k khud meri apni shakal meri pehchan main na aa sakay...
Kabhi kabhi sochti hon k agar dil pay lagay zakhm jism pe numayan hotay tou kia hota? hum sub kitnay daraonay hotay ...dekha bhi na jata aik dosray ki taraf yahan tak k khud apna chehra bhi...
Dil k daag tou dhul jatay hain ansoo ki barish main per rooh k ghaow ka kia marham ho .... kon masiha ho...
18th July 2012
Main bari mushkil say apnay apko duniya main mix up honay k liye khara kia tha...Per khalah sa abhi bhi...ik ajeeb sa...Main duniya se jitna bhi dor hona chahon wo saya phir khainch lata hay zindagi ki taraf...jeenay ki taraf....
Shayad main is masnoey muskurat ko saja saja ker adakari kertay tang agai hon...itna tang k kabhi kabhi dil kerta hay khud apna muh noch dalon.....zakhmi zakhmi ker dalon...aisa kerdon k khud meri apni shakal meri pehchan main na aa sakay...
Kabhi kabhi sochti hon k agar dil pay lagay zakhm jism pe numayan hotay tou kia hota? hum sub kitnay daraonay hotay ...dekha bhi na jata aik dosray ki taraf yahan tak k khud apna chehra bhi...
Dil k daag tou dhul jatay hain ansoo ki barish main per rooh k ghaow ka kia marham ho .... kon masiha ho...
18th July 2012