Tanhai ki Aaa'kaas bail.....

Meray jism o jaan say llipti ye tanhai ki aa'kaas bail mujhay jakar k rakhay howay hay...is bail nay meray wajood ki tamam ter raanaiyan, shokhiyaan, yahan tak k meray jism ki nas nas ko nachore k rakh dia hay...
Ye jo ankhon se bin mausam barsat hoti hay wohi is bail ko namoo deti hay... Is qaid say farar kab mumkin hay...? kesay mumkin hay....?

Main roz subha is akaas bail ko dekhti hon is umeed pay k meri rag rag ko nachore dainay wali is tanhai ki moat kab hogi...kab is bail say koi phool bota photay ga...main roz is bail ki abyari kerti hon....ik dafa is bail pay ik surkh gulab khilah tha....khoon ki manind surkhi thi uski....us may say subha o sham khoon rista rehta tha armano ka...aetibar ka....yaqeen ka....main nay khud he noch dala usay k mujhse mazeed aziat bardasht he na hoti thi...

Fehmida Chaudhary
14th August 2013

Bolo na....

Akser aisa kyoon hota hy k jin khushyon ki hum tamana krte hain wo milne ka time jab aata hy to tishnigi berhne ki bajaye...hum khud ko mehsoosat se aari mehsos krte hain...Kis qadr pather ho jata hy insan pathron k sheher me reh k...Dekha gaya hy k jo log ajj behiss ya pather hojate hain wo kabhi bht he ziada hassass howa krty thay...apnay se ziada unko dosron ki perwa howa krti thi... Ye duniya aisa kr deti hy aisa kabhi socha bhi na tha...yahan rishte se ziyada paise se pyar kia jata hy....khaloos se ziada , matlab se mila jata hy...sach se ziada, jhoot per aetibaar kia jata hy... Tou kia bura krti thi main k maine in sb se dur rakha tha khud ko...kia bura kia tha k tmne mujhy mere tanhai k taj mehal se la kr is duniya k zandaan me la k khara ker dia...yehi dosti thi, yehi wafa thi, yehi pyar tha tmhara??? Bolo na....??? Fehmida Chaudhary 16 June 2014

Insan aur farishtay....

Zindagi may achay aur buray do tarah k rastay hain jin k baray may hamain hamara mazhab hamara culture aur hamaray mazhabi rehnuma aur deegar resources batatay hain....... Fariston ka kam hay ALLAH ki ibadat kerna...achay kam kerna.......unki task sirf yehi hay.. Shaitan ki koshish hay k wo gumrah karay aur koi naik kam duniya may na honay day... Insan jisay ashraf ul makhlooqat kaha gaya hay....us ko bohat baray imtihan may dala gaya hay.... Do rastay hain option may us k pass... ik achai ka rasta jo bakhshish ka rasta bhi hay Dosra burai ka rasta jo tabahi aur dozak ki aag ki taraf lay jata hay... bohat baray imtihan may dala gaya hain insan ko......... Jab tak wo achai aur burai ka faisla kerta hay umr ki naqdi khatum honay ko ajati hay... Insan aur farishtay may bohat farq hota hay.....per aam tore per dekha ye jata hay k ... apki aik burai ap k saray achay kamon per pani phair daiti hay.......Ajj kal achai aur burai ka faisla maushray k so called thaikaidaron nay apnay hathon may ...

Mohabat kia hay ????

Mohabat kia hay...her shaks ka apna apna nazarya hay...aur alag alag nazarya hona bhi chaheye kyooon k jab insan dekhnay may aik say nahi hain tou her insan ki soch aik si kaisay ho sakti hay....Mohabat ka aik asool ye bhi hay k jab kisi say mohabat ki jaye tou us say mutalik her cheiz ko apnay pyar k hisar mae shamil kerna perta hay...kyoon k apnay mehboob say mutalik her cheiz say pyar ap per wajib ho jata hay...Mera mehboob mera RAB hay...mujhay us say mutaliq her cheiz say pyar hay...uski maklooq say bhi ...chahay wo murd ho k aurat...jins ka is may kuch laina daina nahi...Mujhay kisi ki koi bat buri nahi lagti...K ...Jis ki khatir mae ye sub bardash ker rahi hon...wo mujh say laparwa kaisay ho sukta hay... Zalim duniya k apnay nazriyat hain...unki nazar may ikhlaq, ahsas, izzat, compromise,koi ma'ani nahi rukhta....wo to isay apki kamzoori gardantay hain... Shikway shikayat kerna kamzor insan ki nishani hay...Khas tore per jab ap kisi k sath acha ker k return may achay ki um...

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