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Bohat he shauq tha tumko...

Ab kia howa hay ? Tumhain meray bolnay say  bhi problem thi aur ab na bolnay say bhi.... Kaha bhi tha k mujhay aik khawab he rehnay do ...ik aisa khawab jo tabeer say mehroom hota hay...apnay gird kis qadr mushkil say onchi faseelain tameer ki thi mene ... na main aar dekh sakti thi na paar...per tum to hatdharam thay na...dandanatay howay bila ijazat faseelain masmaar ker k meri zaat k sehra main pani ki bond ki manind a k meri tapti rait jesi zindagi ko sairaab ker gaye...

Kaha tha na taqdeer rothi howi rehti hay mujhse...per tumhain zid thi k dua se ye bhi badalti hay...Kaha bhi tha k bohat khardar hay zindagi...per tum phool k shaidai aur phool ki fasal lagane k dawaydaar bhi....per kia aya hath...khaar der khaar he na...

Bohat shauq tha tumhain mera dil dukhane ka...dekho ab kuch bhi ho ye mera pather dil na rota hay na hansta hay...ye pather he ho gaya hay..na nafrat na mohabat is pather ko phigla sakti hay na he koooi manter taweez hay is ko moam kernay ka...

Tum khush ho na ab....ab is dil main kuch bhi nahi hay....per haan
"Siwaye Tumhare".....


Fehmida Chaudhary
27th December 2015

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