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Samjhotha...

Apni pasand ki cheiz na milne pe sabr kerna aur apni cheiz kisi ko pasand ajaney per uski pasand ko khud ki pasand pe tarjeeh deny jaisey samjhot'on see bachpan see he main khoob waqif Hun.

Aisa nahi hy k bechargi ki had take ja k main ye sub kerti Hun ya kerti thi. Per zarasul mjhy apni khwahishon ko maar k kisi dosre ki khawahish pori hojaney ki Khushi apni Khushi see berh ker hoti. Bina kisi hasad k main dil se koshish kerti Hun k wo maan Jo dosre mujh pe na bhi kertay Hun. Wo maa'an ban Jaye.

Aisa nhi Hy main kamzoor Hun . Haq k liye lar nhi sakti. Bus mjhy kisi ki cheeni howi aas, arhuri khawahish ki wajah nhi bn'na. Mjhy kisi cheiz ka badla nahi chaheye. Sabr aur samjhotah krty krty  kabhi thakun b nhi howi mjhy.

Per TUM per aa k mere sabr ki, mere jabr ki had khatum hojati Hy. Hasad angraiyaan leta Hy. Shayad ye wo sach Hy Jo chupaya Jana chaheye. Maine apne liye hamaisha he Bar'ba'dian khareedi Hain. Meri Zindagi ki subse bari barbadi tum thy, tum ho aur raho gay.

Zindagi ne mjhy kabhi munafah nahi dia to Kia howa. Ye Meri Marzi ka khasara Hy Jo mjhy dil jaan se pyara Hy.

Written by Fehmida Chaudhary as on 25th October 2018

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