Main nay zindagi may do mukhtalif tarah k logon say dhoka khaya...
Ik un say jin say mera koi rishta tha na he wasta....
Ik wo jo meray bohat apnay thay aur meri zaat ka hissa bhi....
Shayad zindagi may her zakhm ka marham hay...per wo dil jo kisi pyary k hathon zakhmi howa ho us per koi marham koi dawa kam nahi kerti.......un zakhmon say Khoon rista he rehta hay.....Khoon ki her bond jism o jaan may ik aag si dehka deti hay...Lakh bhulana chaho per ....NAHI...ap nahi bhool saktay....un rishton un pyaron un apnon ki ankhon k rang badalnay ka manzar....
Lehjay ki talkhi ......Jazbat say aari jumlay.........Aur wo beganay pan ka ahsaas jo wo hamain dila jatay hain.........
Kehtay hain waqt sab say bara marham hay.....
Nahi.....
Guzarta waqt is zakhm ko na-soor zaroor bana daita hay....per bhulata nahi...durd kam nahi hota...barhta jata hay....barhta jata hay ......
Phir ik muqam aisa ata hay k ap ki sochain sirf aur sirf isi nuqtay per aker munjamid ho jati hain.....
HAYE MERAY APNAY.....MERAY PYARY.....KAISAY RANG BADAL GAI.....
per ye sawal ap khud he apnay ap say kertay ho aur khud he jawab detay ho...k jin say sawal kia gaya tha un k pass to itna time bhi nahi k wo apka sawal sirf sun he sakain ....Jawab denay k liye to phir bhi time ki zaroorat hoti hay....
Shayad meri batain kisi ki samajh may na ati hon...per acha he hay....khud he batain ker k khud ko muztarib kerna....khud he tasali dena....khud he pursakoon ho jana.....her her phase zindagi ka kuch na kuch experiences hamari jhooli may dalta he rehta hay..... to ye bhi acha he hay....khud he khud say ulajtay rehna.....apni zaat ki khamiyon ko pehchana ...ik alag he lutf hay.....khud aziati ka.......
Janay kaisay log dosron say dushmani kertay hain...tanqeed kertay hain...nafrat paltay hain.....
zaatiyat per utar atay hain.........
Humko to khud say he FURSAT nahi milti.....
Meri soch k zaviye ....meri zaat ki bhool bhalaiyon jaisay he paich dar hain....
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main to khud in bhool bhaliyon may raat din bhatakti rehti hon....apna koi nishan he nahi milta mujhko.....
Ajab beqarari si beqarari hay........Ajab na khatum honay wala safar hay......jo shayad ZINDAGI say shuru ho ker moat ki manzil per aker he khatum hoga......to he qarar aye ga.......sakoon milay ga.....
Fehmida Chaudhary
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