Soch Ka Zavia

Mujhy Zindagi main kabhi kisi baat ka pachtawa nhi howa...jab   apney ap se he insaan ki jang ho to wo apnay apko he nit naye tareeqay see pareshan kr k  apney apko masroof rakhta Hy...main hamaisha masroof rehti hun per Meri is masroofiat me apne hissay ki takleef Dene AGR koi ajata Hy to main usay pora pora moqa daiti hun...usay mayoos nhi kerti... Nahi nahi main "farishta" bilkul b nhi ... Na he "wali" hun...main is do(2) roza Zindagi main kisi se hisaab nhi chahti ... Mera maumla,,,main RAB ko sonp daiti hun...wo sb ka hisaab b rakhta Hy aur wo kitaab bhi jisme hr sitam ki kahani darj hoti Hy... Main rehem ka maumla isliye krti hun k mujhse ziada to Mera RAB Raheem o Kareem Hy to kia wo mjhy insaaf na dega...? Jee han umeed Hy AP samajh Gaye hungay main apne saath bura krne walon ko saaza b daemi Dena chahti hun...kyoon k main kisi ko apni ankhon se dukh main nahi dekh sakti... Pehlay Mera nazarya qadraey mukhtalif howa krta tha... Main aam maufi per yaqeen ...

Pehlay wo bewakoof thi...bohat bewakoof...jab kabhi wo kisi k liye mukhlis hoti...wo matlab nikal ane per usper sb see pehlay sungbaari krta...wo lahu lahan hoti aur uska Dil karchi karchi...wo sungbaari kerne walay ka wahin khare ho k wapis ane ka intizaar krti...saang baari krne wale ki asaani k liye.... rasty k wo nishan Jo us k maare gaye pather howte ... W o un sung'raizon ko wahin jaisa ka Tessa chor deti...shayad uski mukhlisi ki kashish chor k Jane walon ko kahin see thokar kha k yaad ajaye aur wo loat aain...intizaar ki Dore main umeed k moti proo k wo maala bnati k ane wale ka istaqbal kr sakay... aur phir aik taweel arsay k bd woo maala tore dalti...aik nai maala bnane k liye....bewakoof kahin ki...pather k zamane me phoolon see pyari kon krta Hy bhala....! Written by Fehmida Chaudhary 11th April be 2018