Soch Ka Zavia

Bohat ajeeb baat hy k jab jab hum zindagi jeena chahte hain tab tab her masla moat ki dehleez tak pohancha k aata hy... Aur jab jab hum moat ki aarzo kerty hain tab tab ye zindagi bari purjoshi se haath waaa ker k seenay se lgne ko machalti hy. Pata hy jin ankhon se zindagi raang noch k le jati hy na wo jate jate un ankhon ko safeed kafan cherha k jati hy.. aur phir kabhi kabhar ye zindagi us kafan ko uth k ye jaiza lene b aati hy k kahin ye kafnai howi ankhain phir rung sajane ki tyari me to nahi. Aur phr mut'main ho ker wapis kafan daal jati hy. Rangon se uktai howi ankhain kab khawab dekhti hain? Jo ik dafa kafan orh le wo jagta kb hy.? Written by Fehmida Chaudhary As on 10 april 2019

Momi ki diary ajj phir meray hath lagi thi. "Akhri wasihat" k unwan se aik tehreer meray samnay thi. Main momi apni Zindagi itni jee chuki thi k meray is gosht posth k wajood me ik ik raishaay see Zindagi nachore nachore k mene jee thi. Koi sochay to shayad ye samajh paye k Maine akhri had tak mertay wajood see Zindagi ka urk kasheed Kia tha. Per koi sochay ya samjhayga he kyoon? Mujhay hargiz ye khawahish nahi k Meri moat pe aik jum e gafeer ho. Mujhy ye b manzoor Hy k ik lawaris lassh ki terha dafnai jaon. Per mujhay hergiz ye gawara nhi k Meri zaat k munkir ya mujhay arzaan samajhne walay meray janazy me shareeq Hun. Mujhy ye b manzoor Hy k Meri qabr ko benaam o nishaan rehne dia Jaye. Per ye gawara nahi k qutbay pe Mera naam meray maray wajood ki nishani k Tor per reh Jaye. Main chahti Hun Mera nam b meray saath he dafan hojaye. Ye to bakht tha na Mera... Ye bara he bd'bukht tha... na isne chain se jeenay dia na marnay dia. Kasoor iska sahi per baykasoor to wo bhi