Soch Ka Zavia

Ajeeb halat si rehti hay Neend ankhon main bhari rehti hay... Khawabon ki jadugari rehti hay... Kabhi kabhi lagta hay k main yahin kahin hon... Kabhi lagta hay k bekhabari hay... Kabhi lagta hay k safar e mazil ki taraf rawan dawan hain... Kabi lagta hay k ajeeb c darbadari hay... Hum khush paton ki terha hain... Shakhe imqan magar hamaisha hari rehti hay... Meray rooh k zakhm bhar he nahi patay.... Umr bhar kyooon chara gari rehti hay.... Kab khatum hoga ye zest ka safar Ajab he dard sari rehti hay............. Naumeedi ay her so meray...Lagta hay phir bhi Ye duniay bhi kab say umeed per khari hay....

Hum jaan se jain gay tab he baat banay ge Tum se tou koi raah nikali nahi jati.... Meri pori zindagi ik qabristan main guzri... jahan chaltay phirte sans laitay bazahir zinda log dikhti thi magar un k dilon main sard mohri ki ka'i jami howi thi...umr guzr gai k shayad is ka'i say koi mohabat ka kanwal bhi janam lay le...shayad qurbaniyon k shabnami qatray is dabeez kai ko qatra qatra ker k is main mohabat ki khusboo bhakhair day.... magar nahi... Dunyawi Nakhuda apni badshahat k takht ko khud kaisay ulat day ga... Ana parasti aur behissi jab rooh main halool ho ker jism o jaan say amar bail ki terha chimmat jaye tou ... Banda phir banda nahi rehta ... wo khud ko dewta samajhnay lagta hay.... Main nay qaid ba mushaqat kati hay... Meri rooh per lagay ghaow mujhay bechain kertay thay tou thapak thapak k unko sulati thi......sabr ki lori day ker... Kabhi hans ker ... Kabhi roo ker... Safar kathin tha ... Safar kathin hay ... Aoo aur sambhalo mjhay.... Apnay bulang o

Pehlay main chat say pehron batain kerti thi chat k ik makhsoos konay main beth ker....kabhi hans ker kabhi roo ker...per phir janay chand ko kia howa...main jab us say batain kerti wo chup jata kabhi badlon ki oat main kabhi aasman pay sufaid bikhri roe k galon main... main tarap uthti k mera wahid dost meri kisi bat pe ab pehlay ki terha tawajoo deta he nahi.....uski is berukhi ka sadma jatey jatey chala he gaya ....per meri Chand se mohabat kam nahi howi....main ab bhi us ko usi pyar se usi lagan se dekhti hon jaisay us k badalnay se pehlay .... meray zehan k ik goshay main ye bat mehfooz hay k meray dukh dard k lamhat ka raaz dan raha hay wo ... aur main kabhi kisi ka ahsan nahi bholti... chaheye wo soi jitna kyoon na ho... meri zidangi bemole si hay..ye hamaisha apnay ap ko tarazo k dosray palray main neecha pati hay...aur dosray ko oncha...meray napnay ka paimana shayad fault zada hay...per iska koi cure ab hay he nahi......main khud ko badal he nahi sakti....shayad meri kafiat m