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Chand aur Tum....

Pehlay main chat say pehron batain kerti thi chat k ik makhsoos konay main beth ker....kabhi hans ker kabhi roo ker...per phir janay chand ko kia howa...main jab us say batain kerti wo chup jata kabhi badlon ki oat main kabhi aasman pay sufaid bikhri roe k galon main... main tarap uthti k mera wahid dost meri kisi bat pe ab pehlay ki terha tawajoo deta he nahi.....uski is berukhi ka sadma jatey jatey chala he gaya ....per meri Chand se mohabat kam nahi howi....main ab bhi us ko usi pyar se usi lagan se dekhti hon jaisay us k badalnay se pehlay .... meray zehan k ik goshay main ye bat mehfooz hay k meray dukh dard k lamhat ka raaz dan raha hay wo ... aur main kabhi kisi ka ahsan nahi bholti... chaheye wo soi jitna kyoon na ho... meri zidangi bemole si hay..ye hamaisha apnay ap ko tarazo k dosray palray main neecha pati hay...aur dosray ko oncha...meray napnay ka paimana shayad fault zada hay...per iska koi cure ab hay he nahi......main khud ko badal he nahi sakti....shayad meri kafiat meri sochain meray khoon main siraeyut ker chuki hay aur jism ki ik ik rag ik ik jar main phail chuki hay...

Raat main nay bohat takleef main guzari...taraptay bulaktay... bohat he aziat main... mujhay tumhari zaroorat thi...per hamaisha ki terha Tum manzar se gaib thay... ye meri kismat hay jab mujhay kisi ki zaroorat perti hay Lakh buland o bang daway kernay walay meray ird gird mojood he nahi hotay...Main hamaisha ki terha tanha he apna bar uthati hon... aur phir meri sehmi sehmi si zaat k parukhchay say ur jatay hain ... apni zaat k in tukhron ko ik lamba arsa lagta hay mujhay samaitnay main ... aur dair bhi nahi lagti in ko idher udhar bikhar janay main... phir naye siray say apni kirchiyan samait'ti hon khud he.... zakhmi wajood ki takleef aur berh jati hay kirchiyan uthanay main hath laho lohan tou hotay he hain...dil bhi zaar zaar hota hay apni ARZAAN zaat ki ye halat dekh ker...

Tum nay bhi chand ka chalan apna lia...kia tum bhi chand ho gai.......

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