Soch Ka Zavia

Pehle main us k pechay kitna bhagti thi...minaat ker ker bulati thi....aata jati koi sans na thi jab maine usay pukara na ho...per main jitna usko pukarti wo bhagay chalay jati...mujh se dor bohat dor...roo k bhi bohat bulaya...per janay kia khaar thi mujhay dekh ker dor se athlati... muskuraati... tarparti...aur gaib ho jati.... Aur ab jab maine zindagi se dosti kerli  tou  Wo bin bulaye he meri dehleez per a ker barajaamaan ho gaye Lakh shikway kiye...keh jab bulane per na aaye to ab kia irada hay.... per shayad uski tabiat main ye khudgarzi na hoti  tou  wo apna kam kis terha anjaam deti... Aah meri mout....!!! bin bulaye mehman ki terha darwazay per aai bethi hay....  Written by Fehmida Chaudhary 20th May 2017

Bohat din se momi meri taraf nahi ai thi main uska pata kernay jab us k ghar gai to uski ami ne darwaza khola aur kaha jao wo apnay kamray main hay...main us k kamray ki taraf chal di...darwaza knock kia to ander se uski naheef si bherai howi awaz ai....kon hay .... andar ajao... Main kamray main dakhil howi to momi jaaey namaz per bethi thi aur uski rundhi howi awaz ki wajah samajh me aye..uska chehra ansoon se ter tha... maine galay lagate howi kaha...kia howa hay momi jaan...wo hamdardi aur pyar k is izhar pay mazeed buluk buluk ker ronay lagi.... aur jab roo k halki hogai to meri taraf dekh ker goya howi.... Apko pata hay wo shuru se he bohat khudgaraz raha hay... kuch kuch magroor bhi...shayad meri beinteha chahat ki wajah se...wo un logon may se tha jin ko mohabat plate may saji sajai milti hay...aur shayad yehi garoor usko had se ziada LA PARWA aur MAGROOR bananey ka sabab bana bhi tha... momi istehraiyaa hansi k saath phir bolne lagi... Apko pata hay bohat ars