Bohat din se momi meri taraf nahi ai thi main uska pata kernay jab us k ghar gai to uski ami ne darwaza khola aur kaha jao wo apnay kamray main hay...main us k kamray ki taraf chal di...darwaza knock kia to ander se uski naheef si bherai howi awaz ai....kon hay .... andar ajao...
Main kamray main dakhil howi to momi jaaey namaz per bethi thi aur uski rundhi howi awaz ki wajah samajh me aye..uska chehra ansoon se ter tha... maine galay lagate howi kaha...kia howa hay momi jaan...wo hamdardi aur pyar k is izhar pay mazeed buluk buluk ker ronay lagi.... aur jab roo k halki hogai to meri taraf dekh ker goya howi....
Apko pata hay wo shuru se he bohat khudgaraz raha hay... kuch kuch magroor bhi...shayad meri beinteha chahat ki wajah se...wo un logon may se tha jin ko mohabat plate may saji sajai milti hay...aur shayad yehi garoor usko had se ziada LA PARWA aur MAGROOR bananey ka sabab bana bhi tha...
momi istehraiyaa hansi k saath phir bolne lagi...
Apko pata hay bohat arsay tak meri begarz mohabat ki hansi urane k saath saath meri tazleel kernay k bad jab wo mujhay chor gaya to usko youn mehsoos honay laga k meri mojoodgi uski zindagi main khushyaan , asaniyaan laati hain... aur meri gair hazri me uski zindagi main usay nuqsanat se do char hona perta hay...
Per kia he acha hota wo mujhay apnay qadmon main jaga deta ya apni dastaar ka nagina bana ker sir per saja leta....magar...wo khudgaraz jo tehra.... usne na qadmon me jaga di na sir ankhon pay bethaya....usnay apnay faiday aur nafaay k liye kisi palto janwer ki tarha meray galay may patta dal k mujhay apnay saath ghaseetna shuru kerdia....kyoon k usay lagta tha main uski Good LUCK hon...usko ye good luck bhi chaheye thi aur wo bhi apni sharton per...is saath me mujhay kitni gehri chotain ain us se usay zara baraber bhi farq nahi perta tha....wo shuru se he aisa tha....
Aur ab main is aziat se bhi pyar kerne lagi thi per pata nahi kyoon maine Mairaj k din maine RAB se apnay dil se uski mohabat mitanay ki DUA ker dali...shayad qaboliat ka waqt tha ... wo rafta rafta meray dil ki seriyaan uter raha hay...jesay he wo niklay ga bahar...maine bohat mazboot faseel banani hay apnay gird...jisay ab koi fatah na ker sakay....Mujhay sabar agaya hay...Allah nay mujhay apnay imtehan me surkhuru kerdia hay....main shukranay k nawafil he perh rahi thi jab app mere kamre main aain....
Maine jaldi se apnay ansoo saaf kiye aur ALLAH HAFIZ kehti howi ghar ki taraf chal di...
Written by Fehmida Chaudhary
3rd May 2017