Soch Ka Zavia

Baaz log itne muflis hotay hain k na to wo apne liye logon ki mohabat. Khareed patay hain aur na he kuch moal de k apne liye moat khareed patay hain...muflisi k maray ye log kabhi bebas ho kr zindagi ki taraf dekhty hain aur kabhi moat ki taraf...zindagi bhi ugal deti hy inko aur moat b apna nhi bnati...ye zindagi moat k darmiyan latke lachaar log...kabhi zindagi k aagay rehem ki bheek mangte hain aur kabhi moat k qadmon me girgirate hain...main b muflissi ki maari aik bhikaran hun jo apne khali khushkol ko liye kabhi zindagi se bheek mangti hn aur kabhi moat say....magar mera kassah khali he rehta hy... Written by Fehmida Chaudhary 30th july 2017

Mjhy lgta tha apni sochon,apne dil o demagh per baraf ki aik dabeez teh bicha kr main in sochon ko,in jazbat ko abdi neend sula chuki hun...ye sard baraf taley dab k mar chuke hongay...magr kb ye socha tha k ye barfani cha'taa'nain garam garam behte ansoon se kbhi to pighlain gay aur in me munjamid mere jazbat,meri sochain phr se zinda ho k mere he samne aa khare hongain... Written by Fehmida Chaudhary 30th july 2017

Main karb me mubtila hun...but aziat hy...bht durd hy...jism o jaan me jese aik aag hy Jo Meri soch ko bhatti me pakti ent'on ki trha pakah j rakh deti hy...pr ye durd is garam saikh se bhi sakoon nhi pata...kabhi kabhi khud ko bht bebas pati hn aur to deti hn...phir sochti hn khud ko ab k badal dalon pr na Jane kyoon main to pore jee jaan see badalna chahti hn pr badla he nhi jata...koi raasta,,,koi formula,,,koi tarkeeb aisi milti he nhi k jisko ikhtiar kr k main khudko badal dalon...kabhi kabhi mujhay lagta hy change agaya hy...main badal gai hun...pr phir kuch aisa ho jata hy k mjhy yaqeen krna prta hy main wesi he hun...apni asal Hal'ut main...phir aik bechaini ....aik tarap Meri zaat ka aa'hata kr laiti hy...karb mazeed berh jata hy...durd itna hota hy k kulbula uth'ti hun... Apne aap ko badal dalna duniya ka mushkil tareen kaam hy...duniya k sanchay me khud ko dhalna namumkin hy... Khudko badalne k liye mjhy aik aise sach ko apnana hoga jo k SACH to hy pr mjhy

Mujhse mera kia rishta hay.....Ab maloom howa.... Mera koi nahi hay.... Meray siwa.... Fehmida Chaudhary 10th June 2017