Soch Ka Zavia

Main momi guriya,,,,na tou ab moom ki Rahi na he guriya jesi. Ghar main rehtay Howe bhi mjhy nhi yaad prta k main aainay k samnay khare ho kr apna jaiza Lia ho...Haan magar ye Hy k jb bahir niklon tab ban than k niklti hun k koi Meri ankhon ,,, mere chehray see merry ahsasat perh na paye...muskurat b lazmi hissa Hy is adakaari ka... Mujhay wo din ajj b yaad Hy jb Maine aainey main tafseeli jaiza Lia apna,,,main itna hansi hun k kehkahay lagaty lagaty shiddat see roo pari....Maine bohat khoja khudko k ye aainey may main to nhi...ye to koi programed shuda insan hay jiska Rona , hasna, bolna, chalna, pehenna orhna ka remote control her us insan k pass Hy Jo mjhse mohabat ka dawa krty Hain...rishtaydaar hon k dost,,, tou phir Main Kahan hun,,,,main tou Rahi he nhi...khudko Kahan dhondun main....??? Baaz dafa main bohat hairan hoti hun k aik chaltay phirty insan ki shaksiat ko mus'k kr k usay apnay bnaye sanchay main dhaal k ap nizaam e qudrat ko challenge nhi kr rhy hotay Kia....? Au...

Tumhain kisne kaha tha arey pagal larki... wo aik zindaan Jo tumhare naseeb main likh dia Gaya tha...us zindaan ki onchi onchi faseelon ko apne nakhun'on see khu'rachne ki koshish main un ungliyoon ko zakhmi kr dalo.... Suno are pagal larki.... Tumhain kisne kaha tha? Andhaire jab muqader BN chukay thay ....to kyoon tmne....? umeed k jugnu jala k roshni ki umeed bandhi thi.... Btao na....tumhain kisne kaha tha...? Wo aik rozun Kia kafi nahi tha sans lene ko....? Tmhain kisne kaha tha khuli fizaon k armaan tm paalo.... Arey pagli, Tumhain kisne kaha tha...? Jagti ankhon k khwab tabeer patay Hain aur muqaddar jaag jatey Hain....? Tmhain kisne kaha tha Tmhain kisne kaha tha.., Written by Fehmida Chaudhary Dated 9th may 2018 12:30a.m