Soch Ka Zavia

Kaha tha na mere dilse mat khelo ye bohat zaeef, bohat laagir, bohat kamzoor hogaya Hy. Larz jata Hy, ghanton kanpta rehta Hy, baat baat pe dehel jata Hy, is Dil ki nazuk andami to dekho ye apni he dhaak dhaak se sehem jata Hy. Is Dil ki angint chotain durd krti Hain , bohat ziada durd, per Meray zabt ki intiha tou dekho jo jabhi honton see siski nikli ho, Jo kabhi ankh SE ansoo tapka ho, Jo kabhi durd ko lafzon ki maala main proo ker bayan Kia ho...chaho to kisi se bhi gawaahi lelo. Kaha tha na Mere dilse mat khelo. Ye sehma Dara sa Dil toot jayega Ab toota to tha he rooth bhi gaya Hy. Dil mjhse naraz , main khudse naraz, Zindagi aati jaati sansoon se naraz....Chalo moat ko man'naa lain. Wo to man jayegi, rooth k bhi isay aik din ana he hoga.... Written by Fehmida Chaudhary Date 15 July 2018

Maine yehi suna tha k jis se mohabat ki jaye us se kabhi nafrat nhi ki ja skti.main b yehi samajhti ai abhi tak. Magar aik muddat bad ye Jana k jisko hum meherban jaan k apni zaat ki tamam tar sachaiyaan sonp detay Hain wohi hmari zaat k parukhchay ura detay Hain. Aur jab hmara yaqeen aetibar aur maan raiza raiza ho jata Hy to hmara ikhtiar hmare apnay oper see bhi khatum ho jata Hy. Hmare zehen o Dil per be'hissi ki aik dabeez teh jam jati Hy. Tamam his'siat ,tamam jazbaat is teh talay dab k munjamid ho jati hay. Munjamid mohabat wahin ki wahin dafan reh jati Hy. Behissi ki teh talay munjamid mohabat kesay nafrat main tabdeel ho sakti Hy aur log kehtay Hain mohabat nafrat main tabdeel nhi ho sakti... Aisa bilkul ho sakta Hy magar aik feesad chance Hy . wo bhi tab jab ap k totay howay yaqeen ko,majroo aur zakhmi izzat e nafs ko koi maseeha aetibar ki Patti ker day ya misl e marham un ghamon ka madawah ker day. Per jahan masihaa her marz ka ilaj nishtar samhjay wahan zakhm kab