Soch Ka Zavia

Khushyon ko nazar kaisay khati hay...??? Umeed, Na-Umeedi main kab badalti hay...??? Taron jaisi jhilmil jhilmil kerti Diye ki terha loo daiti Ankhon se khawab kaisay bujhtay hain...??? Chehron per phaili shafaq per Khizan kaise apna waar kerti hay...??? Zindagi k guzray lamhon per jab kabhi bhi beth ker socha ye he nateeja dekhnay ko mila k main tasbeeh k bikhray danon ko aik aik ker k wapis proote gai kabhi kaisay ..kabhi kaisay....apni ana khud dari ko aik taraf rukh ker k in ka mohabat aur rishton k darmiyan kia laina daina.... per main galat thi....khud ko fana ker dala per hath phir bhi khalil........sub apnay apnay matlab k liye saath saath chaltay hain aur jab tak chaltay hain jab tak hum un k kisi kam k hotay hain wagarna unhain hamari zaat k honay na honay say koi farq nahi perta...Hum jin ki her bat sirf saath na choat janay k dar se bardash kertay hain seh jatay hain wo he hamain sub se pehlay chore jatay hain.... Mera aetibar raha he nahi kisi per bhi... Mujhay khauf ata h...

Log kehtay hain waqt taizi se guzar raha hay..per mujhay tou lagta hay waqt teher sa gaya hay....pata nahi ye waqt jo duniya main guzarna hay..............kaisay guzray ga....kis terha guzray ga...Kab guzray ga...? Zindagi munjamid nahi howi......jazbay aur ahsasat bhi freeze se ho ker reh gai hain.........apnay honay na honay ka ahsas kernay k liye bhi khud ko aziat day ker check kerna parta hay k is jism main jaan hay bhi k nahi.......... Zeher pee ker k apnay qatilon ko chalta phirta dekhna ........ mauf kerdaina .........zindagi ki sub se bari galti thi........Sabr aur bardast zalim k saath ikhtiar kerna bhi ik jurm he hay.......... Zindagi main koi kabhi nahi badalta........fitrat wohi rehti hay jo hoti hay insan ki.... Fitrat nahi badal sakti............Allah bhi jab tak hiddayat na day aisay log sanwar bhi nahi saktay........ Zindagi k qeemti saal........... apna hissab kis say mango..... un se jo rahay nahi .........aur kuch ker k na gaye....... ya un se .......jin ko meray hon...

Darbadari se he dar lagta hay aur jilawatni ki saza ka ilan roz ker dia jata hay....Thikana kahan hay? Agar sabr bardash ka ye inam hay tou ..........meray Malik aisa na ker.....na ker aisa....Teri Khudai se yaqeen uth na jaye......kitnay din aur..........?? Mujhay Mitti main pannah day de ..........beshak qabr he thikana ker day......darbadari se bacha lay.....mujhe der lagta hay......mujhay bohat der lagta hay......Meri sansain us zaroorat mand ko day de jisay iski zaroorat ho.........magr ab aur nahi.............