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Faisla....

Juda ho ker hazaron faislay hum nay kiye ab tak
Magar "Ik Faisla" abhi humko ba'hum bhi kerna hay

Khawab achay hon tou sonay walay ko bhaa'tay hain magar in suhanay khawabon k saharay zindagi nahi guzari ja sakti....Her shaks ki ankhon may khawab halkoray laitay hain...In khawabon ko panay k liye kuch log her mumkin koshish kertay hain aur kuch thak har ker beth bhi jatay hain....per himmat chore dainay walay aksar ye bazi haar jatay hain....

Aisa nahi hay k her shaks khawab sajata ho ..baz aisay bhi hotay hain k jo apnay ap ko in cheizon say dore he rukhtay hain ... aur wo apni zindagi k faislay apnay khooni rishton k hathon girwi rukh daitay hain k kismat meri....marzi teri....per ye kam kertay howay wo soch bhi nahi saktay k ye kia ker gai wo....aur jab hosh ata hay tou dair bohat dair ho jati hay...hath say waqt rait ki manind phisal phisal jata hay...aur akhir may hath khali honay per ahsas hota hay k ham to pehlay bhi khali hath he thay aur ab bhi RAHA kuch bhi nahi....

Zindagi ki sakhtiyan itna nahi marti insan ko ...jitna jin apnon k hath apni kismat girwi rakwa ker apnay haq may zulm kia hota hay.....unki waqt per be-rukhi ....k ye he likha tha kismat may.... Kitna zalim hay insan ... Qismat ko ilzam day ker patli gali say nikal jata hay....
Per main isko nahi manti....Ye giray howay logon ki pechan hoti hay...apni galti ko dosron per daal daina....apnay bachao k liye dosron ko daoo per laga daina...apni kisi shaksi kami ya ahsas e kamtari ko kam kernay k liye ... apnay say kamzoor ko nishana bana ker rakhna...aur nishana bhi un baton per banana jo us may hon he nahi...asal may tou ap apna aks dosron may talash kertay hain....jo kamyan ap may hoti hay wo ap dosron may dhond ker khud ki IZZAT E NAFS ko taskeen poncha rahay hotay hain...Zehni girawat is say berh ker kia hoge...???

Per aik bat hay...hum jaisay log to sotay he nahi to khawab kia dekhain gay.....pata nahi kyoon jo kam bhi kia dosron say hamaisha mukhtalif he kia.....khawab bhi dekha to wo jiski tabeer ka ilm he nahi ho sakta ...k khawab dekha bhi to ik saey ka...jis ka ata pata he nahi...jo jab dil chahay dil ki masand per betha daita hay jab chaheye nazron say gira deta hay...per ye kia pagal pan hay k kuch bura lagta he nahi ... na janay kyoon?? Ye soch lia k uski cheiz hay wo jaisa jaisay bartao karay...shikayat kaisi?

Bari say bari imarat(building) ki bunyad may choti choti e'ntain(blocks) istimal hoti hain...dekhnay may ye bazahir be-wukat e'ntain hain azeem imaraton ko mazbooti aur paidari ata kerti hain...Bazahir ye bewukat nazar anay wali e'ntain kuch nahi ...magar jab ik e'nt bhi apni jaga say hil jaye to imarat dhee jati hay....

Aisa he kuch zindagi may bhi hota hay jab tak hum kisi ki life ka hissa hotay hain...unhain hamari wukat aur ahmiat nahi hoti aur hamaray janay k bad unhain ahsas hota hay k hum kuch thay...chup thay per bolna chahtay thay bohat kuch....
chahtay thay k koi ansoo pochay...per khud roo k khud he pochna pertay thay
Chahtay thay k koi sath ho...magar sath thi to tanhai....
Chahtay thay k koi phoolon say jhooli bhar bher day...k bohat pyar hain mujhay in say..
per.......
dil bhi khali
jhooli bhi khali....
aur jo log zindagi may phoolon say apki khushi pori nahi ker saktay
unsay umeed he kia??
k wo shehr e khamoshan may akar apki aramgah per do phoolon ki pankharyan he daal jain gay...

Jo khoon k ansoo daitay hain unhain iski surkhi ka ahsas he nahi rehta...
per hona hay ahsaas ...aik din hoga zaroor
per jab ..
jab hum nahi hongay.......


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