Soch Ka Zavia

Ajj janay kesay afratafri ka sa aalam tha...meray veran sehan main dor dor tak ser he ser nazar arahay thay...aik azdaham sa tha logon ka kuch janay pehchanay aur kuch anjan....phir kuch aurton nay mujhay gusal dia aur safaid naya buraq jora zaib tan ker dia...main jaisay khud ko bohat halka sa feel ker rahi thi..lakh bolnay ki koshish kerti per muh say kuch ada he nahi ho paraha tha...sunta sub tha...koi meri badgoi ker rha tha tou koi tareef...aik alag sa he sama tha....main bas aik taraf aik naye bed numa bister per ankhain monday leti thi....phir janay kia howa her taraf shor sa mach gaya...samajh main kuch aisay he araha tha...log keh rahay thay k ab is k janay ka time agaya hay...isko rukhsat karo....phir dekhte he dekhte mujhay doli numa cheiz per char kandon par char logon nay utha lia....main hairan thi...ye kia ajab manzar hay....kia kahani hay....phir wo mujhay le k chaltay rahay chaltay rahay....aur akhir mujhay le ker Shehr e khamoshan pohanch gaye...tab ja k meri samajh ...

Mujhay log guriya kehte hain...dikhnay main mera wajood lamba chora aur mera nanha sa dil ik masoom chirya ki manind..tharakta howa ..pherparata howa...bilkul patjhar main jharay howay un zard paton ki manind jo bedool ho k idher say udhar haalat k jhaker say derbadar bhataktay phirta hay.. main ik khanderzada wajood jahan haalat k jaalay ja baja lagay howay hain,,,In may makeryon ki sorat wo rishtay hain jinhon nay jab bhi la'ab nikala zehrila he nikala.... Main wo waqt ki maari aurat jo chader aur char divari ki shaidai aur waqt nay mujhay kahan kahan ki khaak na chunwai....Wo divar jo seelan zada thi ....gira di main nay...Wo thi bhi bohat he bodi si.....Jis say mujhay jhoot, faraib,raya kari aur makaari ki boo ati thi.... Kaisay kaisay luti hon main....Kesay kesay aur kin kin rishton say thokarain khai hain main nay...kis kis nay chehron pay naqaab laga k daasa hay mujhay......aur mujh main zeher bhar dia hay....Shayad in ragon main khoon ki jaga zeher dorta hay....Kabhi j...

Hazrat Ali ka farman perh rahi thi k agar koi apni zaroorat k waqt tumhe yaad karay tou ye Allah ki tum per nazr e karam hay k usne kisi ki zarooraton ko pora kernay k liye waseela banaya... Zindagi main koi bhi shaks perfect tou nahi hota ... main bhi nahi hon... Jin logon k dil main dosron k liye reham nahi hota wo Allah say apnay liye kesay aur kyoon rehem ki umeed kerte hain... wo jinko zindagi k badtareen dore main main nay yaad kia unhon nay lafzoon k teer chalaye aur jhatak dia...apnay ghar main bhi hain mujh si....per koi nahi...... wo mujh say meray rishtay ka haq ada ker rahay hain...ALERTS laga ker....yahan main ik dil ka nasore alfaz ki sorat likhon udher wo usay online bethay perh pain...Internet ki duniya hay...Modern way hay her chese ka ... per mujhay sabr hay is bat ka k mera sokha halq hay tou geelay halq walay jitna pee lain piyas kam nahi hogi... mera din bhar main aik ya do sokha niwala hay tou char baar kha ker bhi bhook unki kam nahi hogi... ajj mu...