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Mujhay log "Guriya" kehte hain...aur samajhte bhi hain...

Mujhay log guriya kehte hain...dikhnay main mera wajood lamba chora aur mera nanha sa dil ik masoom chirya ki manind..tharakta howa ..pherparata howa...bilkul patjhar main jharay howay un zard paton ki manind jo bedool ho k idher say udhar haalat k jhaker say derbadar bhataktay phirta hay.. main ik khanderzada wajood jahan haalat k jaalay ja baja lagay howay hain,,,In may makeryon ki sorat wo rishtay hain jinhon nay jab bhi la'ab nikala zehrila he nikala....

Main wo waqt ki maari aurat jo chader aur char divari ki shaidai aur waqt nay mujhay kahan kahan ki khaak na chunwai....Wo divar jo seelan zada thi ....gira di main nay...Wo thi bhi bohat he bodi si.....Jis say mujhay jhoot, faraib,raya kari aur makaari ki boo ati thi....

Kaisay kaisay luti hon main....Kesay kesay aur kin kin rishton say thokarain khai hain main nay...kis kis nay chehron pay naqaab laga k daasa hay mujhay......aur mujh main zeher bhar dia hay....Shayad in ragon main khoon ki jaga zeher dorta hay....Kabhi jism k dooran e khoon  k saath mera room room pyar ki laae per tharakta tha...Aur...bas nafrat he nafrat hay charon taraf.....

Aur ab to sub say bara sach yehi hay k wo jo kabhi tamanah thi k koi is dhund ko hata day aur manzar ko wazeh ker day ....Ab wo hasrat .....Zeraah baraber rahi bhi nahi.......Dil ki silait saaf o shafaf hay....kisi chiknay gharay ki terha...

Fehmida Chaudhary
10th July 2013

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