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Akhri manzil........

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Ajj janay kesay afratafri ka sa aalam tha...meray veran sehan main dor dor tak ser he ser nazar arahay thay...aik azdaham sa tha logon ka kuch janay pehchanay aur kuch anjan....phir kuch aurton nay mujhay gusal dia aur safaid naya buraq jora zaib tan ker dia...main jaisay khud ko bohat halka sa feel ker rahi thi..lakh bolnay ki koshish kerti per muh say kuch ada he nahi ho paraha tha...sunta sub tha...koi meri badgoi ker rha tha tou koi tareef...aik alag sa he sama tha....main bas aik taraf aik naye bed numa bister per ankhain monday leti thi....phir janay kia howa her taraf shor sa mach gaya...samajh main kuch aisay he araha tha...log keh rahay thay k ab is k janay ka time agaya hay...isko rukhsat karo....phir dekhte he dekhte mujhay doli numa cheiz per char kandon par char logon nay utha lia....main hairan thi...ye kia ajab manzar hay....kia kahani hay....phir wo mujhay le k chaltay rahay chaltay rahay....aur akhir mujhay le ker Shehr e khamoshan pohanch gaye...tab ja k meri samajh main aye k main ajj maar gai hon...roohani moat tou bohat pehlay he hogai thi meri...per ajj jism ko bhi is duniya say rehai mil gai hay..tab main nay jana k ajj meri itni pazeerai kyoon ho rahi thi..mujhko pairon talay rondnay walay log mujhay apnay kandon per utha k laye thay...jo muh mor k guzar jatay thay unhon nay mujhay kafan pehnaye thay....kitni izzat ki hamil ho gai thi main achanak he...
Ajab sa he saroor mehsoos horaha tha mujhay is pazeerai per...room room khushi say jaisay raqs ker raha tha....dil main aik tamana si jagi.k main pehlay kyoon na mar gaye k itni pazeerai ki haqdar bohat pehlay he ho jati........hairan kyoon ho rahay hain app...kia murda log tamanaon say aari hotay hain ... nahi na...wo tou un tamanaon k saath dafan hotay hain jo unki pori nahi hoti...

Haan ajj main mari nahi hon....Ajj shayad main jee gai hon...Ajj mere murda wajood main jeenay ki kasak karwat le rahi hay....per ab kuch nahi ho sakta...k.....bohat dair ho chuki hay....bohat he ziada dair.....


Fehmida Chaudhary
13th July 2013

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