Haal e dil mehrum e raaz he jaan sakta hy...aur RAB se bara mehrum kon ho sakta hy...so usne apna sub kuch RAB ko he man ker zindagi ki dushwaar kitaab bnd ker k makafaat e amal department me shamil e dafter kerdi RAB k hazoor....aur waiting token le k beth gai result announce hone k intizar me...
Wo kuch bhi nhi bholi thi...yadon k dareechy ab bhi dheehan me waa kiye howe thay...wo pehla khawab jo maa baap k angan main usne dekha uski bunyaad Quran Pak ki wo ayaat thin jis me "Naik aurat k liye naik mard hain" ki naveed di gai thi....aur phir usne bachpan se jawani tk ka safar isi ko manzil bna k teh kia usne....per is khawab ki kirchiyaan naye safar k pehle din he choor choor ho kr ankhoon me paywust ho gai thin....aur uski ankhoon se behta armano ka khoon koi na daikh paye ki koshish me aadhi se ziada zindagi guzar di usne....jab jabhi sarkush dil ne waawela machaya ,,,, khudko zimaydariyon ko anjam dene me masroof kr k laho lahan dil ko mazed zakhmi hone se bacha lia usne....usne kis hoslay se apne aapko zindagi ki dor me shamil rakha ye to wo janti thi ya uska RAB....
Haan ye baat sach hy k kisi munafiq , faraibi aur jhooty k saath rehne se bari aziat koi nhi...aison k saath se acha Tanha rehna hy..,
Aur phir ander bahir se aik jesi moam c nazuk larki,,,, her faraib per aur her nuqsan per jante bojhty anjaan c ban gai.,, aur her dukh ko apni gaud me samait ker muskurati rahi...aur her dukh uski shafeeq aagosh main panah paa k ltminaan ki neend sota raha....uski be khawab ankhain raat bhar apni raigani k ahsaas se nidhaal rehti aur jug ratay uska muqader bn k reh gaye....
Log uski udas ankhain aur muskurate lab dekh k hazar haa sawal pochty per wo lajawab kerny k fun me taaq ho chuki thi....
Us k jism k khali zandaan me uski khamoshiyaan gonjti aur dil k der o dewar se takra k wapis apni jaga pe ajatin...
Usne to her her moor pe apnay RAB ko pukara usko mehrum e raaz banaya per shayad uski duaon me kgaloos ki kami thi ya phir sajday bekaar thay....
Usne apni raakh hoti jawani ka hisaab bhi na manga RAB se kyoon k wo to US k dar per sawali ban k gai thi....Wo jisko chahe daan kerta ya dhutkaar deta....USKI raza thi Wo ata kry ya thukra dy....
Aur wo Us k dar se dhutkaar di gai thi....
Uska kassa khali ka khali raha....
Us k dil ki terha....
Written by FEHMIDA CHAUDHARY
3RD JULY 2015
Wo kuch bhi nhi bholi thi...yadon k dareechy ab bhi dheehan me waa kiye howe thay...wo pehla khawab jo maa baap k angan main usne dekha uski bunyaad Quran Pak ki wo ayaat thin jis me "Naik aurat k liye naik mard hain" ki naveed di gai thi....aur phir usne bachpan se jawani tk ka safar isi ko manzil bna k teh kia usne....per is khawab ki kirchiyaan naye safar k pehle din he choor choor ho kr ankhoon me paywust ho gai thin....aur uski ankhoon se behta armano ka khoon koi na daikh paye ki koshish me aadhi se ziada zindagi guzar di usne....jab jabhi sarkush dil ne waawela machaya ,,,, khudko zimaydariyon ko anjam dene me masroof kr k laho lahan dil ko mazed zakhmi hone se bacha lia usne....usne kis hoslay se apne aapko zindagi ki dor me shamil rakha ye to wo janti thi ya uska RAB....
Haan ye baat sach hy k kisi munafiq , faraibi aur jhooty k saath rehne se bari aziat koi nhi...aison k saath se acha Tanha rehna hy..,
Aur phir ander bahir se aik jesi moam c nazuk larki,,,, her faraib per aur her nuqsan per jante bojhty anjaan c ban gai.,, aur her dukh ko apni gaud me samait ker muskurati rahi...aur her dukh uski shafeeq aagosh main panah paa k ltminaan ki neend sota raha....uski be khawab ankhain raat bhar apni raigani k ahsaas se nidhaal rehti aur jug ratay uska muqader bn k reh gaye....
Log uski udas ankhain aur muskurate lab dekh k hazar haa sawal pochty per wo lajawab kerny k fun me taaq ho chuki thi....
Us k jism k khali zandaan me uski khamoshiyaan gonjti aur dil k der o dewar se takra k wapis apni jaga pe ajatin...
Usne to her her moor pe apnay RAB ko pukara usko mehrum e raaz banaya per shayad uski duaon me kgaloos ki kami thi ya phir sajday bekaar thay....
Usne apni raakh hoti jawani ka hisaab bhi na manga RAB se kyoon k wo to US k dar per sawali ban k gai thi....Wo jisko chahe daan kerta ya dhutkaar deta....USKI raza thi Wo ata kry ya thukra dy....
Aur wo Us k dar se dhutkaar di gai thi....
Uska kassa khali ka khali raha....
Us k dil ki terha....
Written by FEHMIDA CHAUDHARY
3RD JULY 2015
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