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Khud aziati....

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Khud aziati bhi aik terha ka ahtasaab department hay... per khud aziat pasand log bohat masoom log hotay hain ....ye jab kisi ka kuch nahi bigar saktay to ye khud ko he saza detay hain... k ye kam duniya ka sub se asan kam hay...apna ap apnay bas main to hay...is k liye hum kisi ko jawabday bhi nahi hotay....Logon ki nazar main shayad ye buzdili ho magar der haqiqat ye duniya  k sub se bahadur log hotay hain to apnay ap ko kasoorwar mantay hain ...Ajj kal k dor main itna bahadur kon hay jo apnay ap ko galat kahay...yahan to log ker k mukar jatay hain...be qasoor ko saza war tehrate hain aur qasoorwar ko be gunnah....ajeeb he nizam hay ye....

Mujhay us k qasoor bhi saray pata thay aur dil saza dene ko kerta tha na he baddua dene ko....Maine khudko aziat dene ka irada kerlia ... Khamoshi ikhtiar ker k ... be zubani ki bhi to aik apni he zuban hoti hay...  aur ye zuban Allah k pass jab jati hay to phir khud he saaray hisab kitab dene par jatay hain... per yahan bhi maine sabr ka daman na chora...Main Rab ki adalat main usay AAM MAUFI de k us k qaher se bacha lia....k usko zarb ati to zakhm mujhay bhi mehmoos hotay....


Aur ye maufi bhi to zarasal aik aziat he thi na....per farq sirf itna tha k ...
ab ki baar ye mera nahi uska muqadar banay gi....


Fehmida Chaudhary
6the January 2016

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