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Sub he meray dil se utar gaye....

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Mohabat lafz he se nafrat ho gai hay mujhay...khawa wo kisi bhi rishte k liye ho...zeher ko sheeray may dabo k paish kernay ka nam hay mohabat....dekha jaye to duniya ki mehngi tareen sheh aur samjha na jaye to kuch bhi nahi...
Kaash jis se mohabat ki jaye ...us se nafrat bhi ho sakti ho...per aisa kahan hota hay ....
Mohabat kernay wala bohat aala zarf hota hay... kam nasl insan kabhi mohabat ker he nahi sakta... 
Maine jin logon ko dil k onchay singhasun per bethaya tha wo wahan se gir pare to mere qadmon me a giray...giri howi cheiz kab koi utha k seenay se lagata hay...
Main sangdil nahi...per  jab kisi ki koi bat buray lagay to pehaly kuch dair ki dori aur phir waqfa berha berha k us se la taluki ikhtiar ker laiti hon...ye period jaan lewa to hota hay per phir roz roz k durd se jaan choot jati hay...kabhi kabhi dil k tankay udher jain to maazi k zakhm kuch dair ko haray ho to jatay hain per kuch dair bad hum unhain zehan se jhatak k agay berh jatay hain...
Mujhay dukh hay apnay bharosay ka..apnay khaloos ka ...
Per aisa kyun hay k sirf aik shaks ko dil se nikalne ki koshish main sub he meray dil se utar gaye hain...


Fehmida Chaudhary
7th October 2016

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