Youn tou zindagi main kai baar hmari rooh zakhmi b hoti hy aur taar taar bhi....hm hr mumkin koshish krte hain k in zakhmon ko marham mil jaye aur rooh ko sakoon mile...magar duniya ki koi dawa, koi marham asr nhi krta...aur ye zakhm hmari he aagosh main hmary zer e saaya panapta rehta hy...aur guzarta waqt isay naa'soor me badal deta hy...aur ye na jeenay deta hy aur na marne deta hy...bsss umr bhar ristaah rehta hy....laailaj jo tehra....
Jism pe lagay zakhm qabil e ilaj b hotay hain aur qabil e bardasht nhi...pr rooh k wo zakhm jo kisi k jhoot, faraib se rooh ko ghayaal kerdain wo naa'soor bn k jaan le k he jaan chortey hain...aise nhi...
Momi bolay chali jarhi thi...aur main hairat se usko takay jarahi thi...
Wo bht dino bd mujh say milnay aai thi...dil ka bojh halka krny...
Maine kaha momi tm betho main chai bna k lai....usne hath berha k mjhy jane se rokty howe kaha...nhi aap kahin na jain bs meri sunain...
Uski ankhon main nami dekh k mene wahin bethna munasib samjha...chalo bolo kia btana chah rhi ho...btao...
Kia dil me jo mohabat ka khana ya hissa hota hy jahan ik he shaks ki gunjaish hoti hy...usme hm aik waqt me aik se ziada ko bsa sakte hain....??? Nhi naa??? Jb dil ka basi dil se bahr niklega to he koi dosra usme dakhlay ki koshish kr sakta hy na...jb k wo ander wala shakhs bhi seena taan k shan se barajaman hy...
Puranay kiraidaar ko bhi to malik makan ye sahulaat deta hy na k wo raij e zamana kiraye se kam me rihaish ikhtiar kr sakta hy...tou wo jo bina kiraye k mere dil ka malik bn k betha hy...us se main kesay kehdon k makan khali ker day...
Pta nhi momi kia bolay jarhi thi...meri to kuch samaj nhi araha tha...
Maine jaan churatay hoey muskura k kaha...momi tm usay final notice dedo k apne aap ko ahl sabit kry tmhare dil ki basti me rehne k liye....warna tou khaali krdy...
Momi yak dum khari howi aur brbaratay hoe boli...
Dil Qurqi k bd main notice dene k qabil kb rahi hun...
Main usay darwaze se jata howa dekhti reh gai...
Written by Fehmida Chaudhary
24th December 2016