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Lost Soul........

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Zindagi may aik bat jo mae nay mehsoos ki wo ye k logon ko apnay aap say bohat mohabat hoti hay..wo jitna khud ko preferences daitay hain kisi aur ko nahi....Ajab sa ahsas hota hay mae un sub jaisi kyoon nahi hon...
Mujhay to apnay ilawa sub say pyar hay...mae kyoon aisi hon..khud ka ahtasab he khatum nahi hota...24 hrs adalat lagi rehti hay...jis mae ....khud he mae judge hoti hon...khud he mujrim...khud he wakeel hoti hon...Faisla hamaisha meray against he nikalta hay... shayad meri zaat may koi aisi kami hay jo mujhay bechain rakhti hay...Na qarar ata hay...Na sakoon ata hay...Na he zindagi say pyar hota hay na he nafrat ka ahsas hota hay...Na he kuch panay ki umang hay na he kuch khonay ka hosla hota hay...
Ik ajab si beqarari si hay jo mujhay khai jati hay..ander he ander...deemak ki terha..shayad ab sirf ik sancha sa bacha hay ...jo deekhnay mae thoos hay per andar say deemak zada...ghum ki deemak nay isay andar he andar chaat k khatum sa ker dia hay...ik khokhala sa wajood...jo na to HONAY mae shamil hay aur na he NA HONAY may...
Hum to un logon mae say hain jinhain moat bhi bin bulay qabool nahi kerti..ik tamasha sa bana ker rukh dia hay mera khud mae nay he ...itni nafrat to kisi dushman say nahi ki..jitni khud say hoti hay....

Mae kia thi....
Kia ban gai hon..

Ik ajab he rang may...
rang gai hon...

Shayad teri kisi
Aaah ka asar hay
K
mae zinda to hon per
andar say
shayad mar gai hon...


Sans laiti hon
to youn mehsoos hota hay...
Zehrili hawaon may sans lay ker
khud bhi zehrili ban gai hon

Thuk gai hon khud
apni lash ko
khandhay per uthai...

Ab to ker do dafan
Dal do mitti
K shayad mujhay qarar ajaye...



Fehmida Chaudhary


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