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Na Umeedi....

Na Umeedi ka zeher jab aik dafa ap ki sochain main ghul jaye tou ap Aas k tamam daman chore daitay ho...Kuch acha nahi lagta ... Apna ap bhi....dil o demagh per yasiat ki gird jam jati hay... sans laina dobhar lagta hay...

Zindagi itni durdnak hay tou moat ka kia alam hoga... Hum duniya k haray howay wahan kia umeed karain gay wahan k liye ...

Meray Malik mujhay is bat ka jawab chaheye ... Mere saath aisa kyoon hota hay... jisko ungli pakar k chalna sikhati hon..wo chalnay per sub say pehlay mujhay he apnay qadmon tallay rond dalta hay...

Kisi k saath jitni dore bhi chalon... usko jab chorna ho wo chore jata hay...

Jis ki dhal ban ker usko dosron ki kankariyon se bachao wo mehfooz ho ker sab say pehla waar he mujh per kerta hay...

Badla na laina meri fitrat hay...Log isay meri kamzori gardante hain...

Meri khamoshi mere ander bardash ki had khatum honay ka ailan kerti hay...

Main perfect nahi... Main perfect ho bhi nahi sakti... Per main duniya jaisi bhi nahi hona chahti...her koi apnay apnay matlab ka ... mohabat ka faraib.... kehtay kuch hain kertay kuch hain...

Mujhay manzil tak poncha day ya mujhay her bat se begarz ker day.........Apni pannah main lay ker is duniya say dil ochat ker day....Mera jeena marna tujh se shuru ho kr tujh per khatum ho jaye....Warna meri moat ko asan ker day.....Suna hay jasd e khaki ...khak may mil ker chain pata hay .... shayad meri bechain rooh ko isi terha qarar ajaye.... Meray bad mujhay ronay wala koi nahi ... isiliye main apnay liye pehlay say he bohat ro chuki....ansoo khushk ho chukay meray...mujhse ab roya nahi jata...

Mujhay itna yaqeen hay k sub ki terha Aap mujhay akaila nahi chorain gay... I love U Allah mian.. Mere dil ko TU apni talab main laga de... Mujhay duniya se beparwa kerday mujhay hosh o hawas se begana ker day......Mujhay apni pannah main lae lay Malik...Meri soch meri sansain meri zindagi meri umeedain meri hansi mera yaqeen sab zakhmi zakhmi hain...Marham rakh day in per...
Masiha hay TU tou....Masehai ker day.............mujhay na umeedi ki daldul say nikal day...ameen

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