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Main Pather hon tou dil ye dharakta kyoon hay??

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Bachpan main bacha nasamajh hota hay tou wo aag ko dekh ker bhi uski taraf lapakta hay...ye janay bagair k wo aag usko nuksan pocha sakti hay.....per bacha tou bacha he hay usko kia maloom faiday aur nuqsan ka....

Tumko tou pata tha na main kirchi kirchi hon ...raiza raiza hon...bikhr si gaye hon...mera bazahir mukamal dekhnay wala wajood namukamal hay...meray dil k tukray tukray hain kuch yahan paray hain kuch wahan....rooh k ghaow nasoor ban gai hain...na he inka ilaj mumkin hay na he in say chutkara he ho sakta hay...

Tou tumne kyoon khaila meri kirchi kirchi zaat k saath....apnay bhi hath laho lohan ker dalay...khail main itna inmihak tha k apnay zakhmi honay ka bhi ahsas na howa tumhain...sach hay jab pasandeeda khilona hath lag jaye tou kuch dair uski qadr bhi rehti hay...uski dekh raikh bhi ki jati hay...dil ki masand per subse onchi manzil per usay bethaya bhi jata hay...pooja ki had tak uski parastish bhi ki jati hay....aur jab dil ukta sa jata hay na tou us khilonay ko puranay kamray ya store main kisi andhairay kamray main phaink dia jata hay...puranay saman k darmiyan...

Aetibar k dhagay ka sira jab tak meray hath main rehta hay rishta qaim rehta hay...her rishta..aur hamaisha he aisa howa hay k main us siray ko mazbooti say tham k bethi rehti hon aur dosra sira he cho'at jata hay samnay walay k hath say...

Sach tou ye hay k mujhse bara mera dushman koi nahi hay... main khud ko dosray k hawalay tab tak ker k rakhti hon jab tak wo khud mujhko meray honay na honay ka ahsas na dila day... zaat k badlay poray hon tou ird gird k logon ki bat ho...

Mujhay guriya kehnay walay loag.... mujhay guriya he samajtay hain....aik behiss bejan sa putla...her ahsas say aari...per such tou ye hay k jab wo mujhse meray jazbon say...meray aetibar say khailtay hain tou mujhay wo apnay ap say bhi kamzoor lagtay hain... aur apna ap unsub say oper lagta hay mujhay.....k....mera bekar wajood bhi un k chehray pay hansi le k anay ka zerya bana...ye tasavur he meray liye bohat hay aur meray behiss putlay main nai rooh phoonknay k baraber hay...K Allah nay kisi bhi cheiz ko bekar paida nahi kia....

Mana meri batain kisi k dil pay asar na bhi kerti hon per ye batain meri rooh ka ahsas hain...meray honay ka ahsas....main hon tou aisi hon..achi hon k buri hon...hon tou na...MAIN main tou hon na .....


Fehmida Chaudhary
15th september 2012

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