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Mujhay dafna do na...........

Main abhi tak soi howi hon
is duniya k sardkhanay main
jahan sard jazbon k hamil log
jin k barf jaisay lehjay hain...

meray ander ki sub hissyat
sab narm garam jazbay
in baraf ki silon main rehtay rehtay
pighal ker beh gaye hain...

Mere lehjay ki chashni munjamid ho ker reh gaye hai
Meri ankhon ka pani kahin baraf ban ker atak gaya hay...
Ajab halat hay k na zindon main shumar hoti hon na murdon main

Mujhay is sard khanay say nikalo na...
Mera yahan dam ghut'ta hay...
Lagta hay jaisay sans k liye hawa bhi nahi rahi
baraf ban gai ho wo bhi...
Mujhay kuch taza hawa chaheye
apnay jeenay k liye...
Mujhay is barf k shehr say nijat chaheye...

Mujhay azad hawaon main urna acha lagta hay...
Mujhay phoolon ko choona...uski khusboo songhna acha lagta hay...
Mujhay urtay pareenday bhalay lagtay hain...
Mujhay samander kinara acha lagta hay...
Mujhay chand ki chandni aur soraj ki kirnain roz naya paygam deti hain
jo meray murda jism main aik nai rooh phoonk jati hain...
Suno mujhay intizar kerna acha nahi lagta...
Khudara .....
Ya tou meray jism main chuphi soiyan nikal jao ....
Ya tou mujhay is sard khanay say nijat dila do....
Ya kuch bhi na ker pao....
Tou ik akhri ahsan he kerdo...

Mujhay kahin dafan he kerdo...
K
Meri rooh ko qarar milay....

Ye jo zindagi meray barf zada jism main munjamid ho ker reh gai hay na ye miti main mil ker he apnay anjam ko pohanch jaye....

Suno main bohat thak gai hon...
Bohat ziada....
Mujhay dafna do na .....

Fehmida Chaudhary
16th september 2012

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