Main apni zaat k tareeq seelan zada teeh khanay main bachi kuchi zindagi k pal gin gin k guzar rahi thi....guzar he nahi rahay thay ye pal......din tou dore ki bat hay....
Dil k zang zada Derwazay pay ik namanoos si dastak ki awaz gongi ik roz....main tanhai say naraz thi bhag ker darwaza khol bethi....wo darwaza jis ko band howay aarsa beet chuka tha....zangalood dil ka zangalood darwaza...aur ik namanoos si shakal meri zaat k teeh khanay main dakhil ho gai....main bebas si thi....rok bhi na saki....
Main us ko sehaili bana bethi....Usko apna hamraaz bana lia aur pata bhi chala khud mujhko....meri zaat ki pert der pert kab utar ker girti gain.....main khud mehsoos na ker paye....main jo khud apnay khol main arsay say band thi......us hisar ko paar kia kya maine......main badal gaye..........meray hath main na us waqt kuch aya jab main chuphi pehaili thi na he tab kuch hath aya jab apni zaat ki tasheer kerdali....
Main nay jo perhka jo samjha wo ye he hay k jab tak hum apni zaat ko apnay tak rakhtay hain humari infiradiat rehti hay.....jab hamaray ander ki batain dosron ko pata lag jain tou hum Aaam se bhi gai guzray ho jatay hain....
Main usko apna dost samjhon k dushman ..jisne mere ird gird ki sari devarain gira di...main ab khulay asman talay khari hon....zakhm khorda ....tanha.........aam say bhi gai guzri.........ik pagal si bandi....
Main ab us muqam pe aan ponchi hon..jahan mujhay her chehra aik sa he lagta hay....dushman sa...
Main apni zaat ko phir say aik bar qaid kernay jarahi hon...jahan sirf main hon...sirf main....dosra koi na ho...duniyadari tou hay he milna bhi perta hay....per faslay hamaisha dermiyan rahain gay....koi umeed hogi na he takleef hogi ...mujhay aik bar phir se khud ko badalna hay....meri pichlay safar k aablay ab tak mere pairon main paray hain...aur ab phir aik naya safar hay.........zeest k jangle main tanha ..nangay paon ....chaltay he jana hay ...jab tak jan main jan hay
Fehmida Chaudhary
Dil k zang zada Derwazay pay ik namanoos si dastak ki awaz gongi ik roz....main tanhai say naraz thi bhag ker darwaza khol bethi....wo darwaza jis ko band howay aarsa beet chuka tha....zangalood dil ka zangalood darwaza...aur ik namanoos si shakal meri zaat k teeh khanay main dakhil ho gai....main bebas si thi....rok bhi na saki....
Main us ko sehaili bana bethi....Usko apna hamraaz bana lia aur pata bhi chala khud mujhko....meri zaat ki pert der pert kab utar ker girti gain.....main khud mehsoos na ker paye....main jo khud apnay khol main arsay say band thi......us hisar ko paar kia kya maine......main badal gaye..........meray hath main na us waqt kuch aya jab main chuphi pehaili thi na he tab kuch hath aya jab apni zaat ki tasheer kerdali....
Main nay jo perhka jo samjha wo ye he hay k jab tak hum apni zaat ko apnay tak rakhtay hain humari infiradiat rehti hay.....jab hamaray ander ki batain dosron ko pata lag jain tou hum Aaam se bhi gai guzray ho jatay hain....
Main usko apna dost samjhon k dushman ..jisne mere ird gird ki sari devarain gira di...main ab khulay asman talay khari hon....zakhm khorda ....tanha.........aam say bhi gai guzri.........ik pagal si bandi....
Main ab us muqam pe aan ponchi hon..jahan mujhay her chehra aik sa he lagta hay....dushman sa...
Main apni zaat ko phir say aik bar qaid kernay jarahi hon...jahan sirf main hon...sirf main....dosra koi na ho...duniyadari tou hay he milna bhi perta hay....per faslay hamaisha dermiyan rahain gay....koi umeed hogi na he takleef hogi ...mujhay aik bar phir se khud ko badalna hay....meri pichlay safar k aablay ab tak mere pairon main paray hain...aur ab phir aik naya safar hay.........zeest k jangle main tanha ..nangay paon ....chaltay he jana hay ...jab tak jan main jan hay
Fehmida Chaudhary