Maine zindagi main wo dukh bhi uthaye jo kabhi soche bhi na thay... Apnay hissay k dukh ki to baat alag hay...maine dosron k dukh bhi uthaye hain... mujhay nahi maloom mene aisa kyoon kia per mujhay ye maloom hay k meri bari ane per un sb k chehron se nakab uter gaye....jinhon ne apnay dukh mujhay daan kiye thay ....
Intizaar mout jesa hota hay...aisa suna tha....per ye us jaisa nahi...ye mout he hay...
aur ab mout k daahanay per khari main....mayoosi se daldal main dhans chuki hon...mujhay lafazi se chir hay....mujhay alfaz moam nahi kerte...main kabhi bhi priority nahi rahi...mujhay jhoot se ...jhoote wadon se chir hay....aise log mere dil se uter jate hain...
dil se uter jane main AUR dil se nikal jane main farq hota hay....bohat bara farq....
dil se uter janay wala dil se nikal bhi jata hay....aisa zaroori nahi....dil me basne wale aasaib ki terha hote hain...chimat k he reh jate hain ...dil k sath...zindagi k saath...
Maine ye dekha hay k paisa itni bari taqat hay k insan dosre no per rehta hay... shayad duniya k bazaar me insan bhi bikta hay.... per wo kehta nahi hay....k wo bikao hay....
Mujhay yaad hay aik dafa usne bhi bola tha ...k main ghattay ka sauda nahi kerta....aur nuqsan jisme ho wo kam main nahi kerta....
Mujh pagli ko dekho...her choti choti cheiz yaad rakhne wali...ye baat bhool bethi thi....
Mujhy is dukh se nibatne main kai saal lag gaye.... sirf ye baat samajhne main kai saal lag gaye...
mujhay marne ko na auzaar darkar hay koi...na aah o zaar he zarori hay...
yehi dosra darja dena he kafi hay .... main khud he mar jaongi...
Fehmida Chaudhary
31 july 2016