Wo ajj phir apni diary likhne bethi thi....
Qalam safhon ko kalay ker raha tha..Maine diary uthai aur pehne lagi.....
wo likhti thi.....keh
Maine apnay faraiz pori taan o maan k saath nibhanay ki koshish ki thi ...hamaisha he say...Per na janay kyoon mujhay jab bhi koi rishta mila...."UDHAAR" pay he mila....chand ghantay ....chand lamhay, chand second ...Main hamaisha se he her jaga second choice rahi hon...
Maine hamaisha "POORAY" pay "ADHAY" ka soda kia hay....Kasaara he aya hay hamaisha meray hissay main...Per nafaah bhi kab khushi ki zamanat bana hay...?
Maine dekhha hay jo khidmat, khaloos, pyar k moal rishtay nibhatay hain ...wo haar jatay hain...apna sab kuch waar k bhi ...Aur....wo jo tilismi lafzon k jaal buntay hain aur jin k qaul...amal se khali hain wohi jeet jatay hain....kuch na ker k bhi....un k lafzon ki jadugari na janay kaisay khareed laiti hay logon ko....jab keh...log unhain jantay bhi hain....k wo kia hain...aur kia dekhtay hain....
Main jo safhay k safhay kalay ker deti hon...jab apnay difaah k liye bolna chahon to alfaaz na janay kahan gum ho jatay hain ...Aag laga don keh khaak dalon aise lafzon per....jo mushkil main mera saath nahi dy patay.......
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Ye bhi sach hay k jab jab maine dil ka durd qalam se in safhon pe tehreer kia hay ...mera her lafz roya hay meray saath saath....
Fehmida Chaudhary
14th September 2016