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Taqq Raat ki maqbool dua..

Main ajj momi ki taraf ai howi thi...main usay mustakil note krhi thi k ajj us k chehray pr balah ka sukoon tha...Maine wese he poch Lia k konsa khazana hath lga Hy mohtarma k...momi ne Meri taraf dekha aur muskura di...apko pata Hy na mjhy geeli mitti ki khushboo kitni bhati Hy..barish ki bondain jab tip tip chehray pr girti hain to mera dil is taal pay morni ki trha nach uthta hy...wo kehti jarahi thi aur mujhy kuch ajeeb nhi Lag rha tha ...kyoon k aesi bey saropa batain wo akser he kerti thi...momi mujhy soch main doba dekh k mera bazoo hilatay Howe cheekhi aap sun rhi Hain na...main ne gardan isharatun HAN main hila di...wo boli apko pta hy na main Hawa see jholtay darakht k nechy kharay ho ker paglon ki trha chilati thi k kitni pyari Hawa Hy na... dil krta Hy hawa k doosh pe ur k gagun ko choo aon..
Apko pata hy rangon se mohabat krne wali momi k sb rang dukhon ki dhoop ki timmazat se ur gaye hain aur ab usay her rung safaid nazr ata Hy...
Momi tm pagal hogai ho chup b ker jao...maine chir k kaha.

Plz ajj sunlain shayad phir ye awaz ap kbhi sun na paen...mene apne rab SE in taq Raton main ye sb manga Hy aur mjhy yaqeen Hy wo mjhy naumeed nhi kryga...
Mjhy wo apnay hawason main nhi LG rhi thi...
Main ghr Jane k liye uth khari howi...
Eid ki sbha kaam nibtate main soch he rhi thi k ajj momi ko bulwa lungi ya khud chaker laga aongi...tab he phone ki Bell bji ...paros wali bhabi ney sisakti awaz main kaha...... Momi Mar gaye...
Main Jahan thi wahin ki wahin khari reh gai...lgta tha jism may jaan nhi...
Janazay ko dafna k anay walon ne btaya bohut achi jaga mili qabr ki...darakht ki chaaon.. lehlahati tehniyaan...oper se rab ne baran e rehmat b bhej di,..mitti aur phoolon ki khushboo chaar so...btanay walay ka bayan jaari tha per Meray demagh main taq rat walay din ki momi ki duain Jo wo mujhy btaye jarahi thi...sain sain krty zehan main yehi baazgusht horhi thi k momi tmhari sb duain bargaah e ilahi main qabool krli gain...
Momi....tou Kia tmne un taq Raton main apni mout maangi thi...aik anso Meri ankhon see nikal kr mere zabt ki toheen kergaya....

Written by Fehmida Chaudhary
5th June 2018

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