Main nay jab jab logon se mohabat ki mujhay thukra dia gaya...main ander tak toot gai.....meri zaat raiza raiza ho gai...main roi bohat tarpi..........laga jaisay sub khatum hogaya .........phir mujhay US(Allah) nay pannah di jisay main nay bhulaya tou nahi tha per mera yaqeen shayad danwadol ho gaya tha........phir Us k darbar main jo roi main tou ik qarar mila......k wo tou hamaisha mere saath tha...aur main khud ko akaili kehti rahi...tanha samajhti rahi.....roti rahi ....wah waila kerti rahi..........
Mujhay US (Allah) se bat ker k ik sakoon mila.....jo sakoon main duniya bhar main dhondti aye thi...wo mujhay Meray RAB nay dia....main Ashiq ban gai......US ki zaat ki.....Kaisay mukamal si lagnay lagi apni zaat....
Tamana hay k US k rang main rang jaon........duniya heech lagay us k Pyar k agay.....Main bas uski he ho k rahon.....Duniya ki lagzishon say bacha lay mera RAB mujhay....Meray Mehboob mujhay ....k wo tou mujh se itna pyar kerta hay ....itna pyar kerta hay.....k uska tou kisi k pyar se muqabla bhi nahi.....
Mujhay yaqeen hay Duniya ki azmaishon nay mujhay thaka sa zaroor dia hay per WO MERA RAB >>>>>mera KHUDA mujhay sambhal lay ga.....Mujhay tanha nahi honay de ga....WO hay meray saath.....
Aur mujhay kia chaheye........
Mujhay bas us k ishq main rang janay ki khawahish hay........Mujhay dua do k main sirat e mustakeem per chal ker apni zimaydariyan pori ker sakon..........Main apnay ander apna RAB dhond lia hay......Main tanha nahi hon......WO MERA HAY.......WO SUBKA HAY>.......WO tanha nahi chorta kisi ko bhi.....bas hum he usay bhula baithe hain.........
Love U ALLAH mian........so much
Fehmida Chaudhary
19th July 2012