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Gunnahgaar...

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Jab insaan mayoosiyon k athaa samander main doob jaye to usay koi bhi khushi ki ramak us andhairay say nahi nikal sakti....Kyoon k umeed k dhagay kachay he is qadr ho chukay hotay hain k khushi ki kashti ko khainch he nahi pate aur phir wo humse dor bht dor hoti jati hay...

Apni zaat k mehvar k gird ghoomnay walay log duniya k tamam ranj o aalum say bachay rehtay hain kyoon k unko apni zaat main gum rehnay ki adat he is qadr ho chuki hoti hay k duniya me kia horaha hay iski parwa he nahi rehti....

Main jab tak apni dost thi ..apni raaz daan thi...tab tak totnay say mehfooz thi...jahan mere dost bante gaye  wahan kirchiyan hoti gain meri zaat ki...Main raang o boo ko apni muthi main qaid kerna chahti thi...per mere wajood k to sb rang he ur gaye...main nay samander kinaray rait ko muthi main band ker k khud ko bohat mazboot bohat taqatwar samjha magr jab muthi kholi to rait phisl k hatheli ko viraan ker gai...Maine jab kisi ko apna samjha wohi shaks meri zaat ko fana ker gaya...meri khush fehmiyan mere wajood ko deemak ki terha kha gain ....

Ab ye deemak zada wajood is duniya se dur ho jana chahta hay...jahan jazbay khokhalay, log khokhalay, aur dil beimaan hain...saadgi wasf nahi gunnah hay aur gunnahgar k liye duniya b jahanum aur akhrat bhi....

Fehmida Chaudhary
4th May 2015

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