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Raaste ka intikhab..........

Haan mujhay ye kehnay main koi jhijhak nahi k main ab bhag bhag ker hanp chuki hon...magar ab mujhay na he bhagna hay...na ummedain lagani hay...Na he koi rishta nibhana hay kisi se bhi....Mujhay seerab k peechay mazeed waqt barbad nahi kerna....Mujhay ab kisi se na koi umeed hay na hoge ... Lafzon k khilariyon se milker kia kerna...jinhain soye khawab jagana ata hay usay nibhana nahi...Mujhay aetiraf hay main haar chuki hon....apni zaat se...logon se...maushray se...per main ik jang nahi haari....gir ker sambhalanay wali jang......magar is girnay uthnay main jo zakhm aye hain na mujhay unki kharashon k nishan an=mitt hain....
Aaas ki dori jab tak hath main rehti hay aas rehti hay tabdeeli ki...muqader sanwar janay ki, tanhai se chutkara panay ki....TOU....ab chore di wo dor ....Aass ki dor...

Logon k maqbaray un k mrnay k bad bantay hain....Mere pass tou koi nahi jo ye tarudud bhi karay ga...tou ajj se behissi k cement se apnay wajood ki kirchiyon se bani enton se apnay gird main ik faseel tameer kernay ja rahi hon...aisa faseel jis main darwaza he nahi hoga.. aur is beroni faseel per main nay kantay boo diya hain k koi inko aboor ker k ander anay ki koshish he na ker sakay....

Zindagi nay ab us muqam per la ker khara kerdia hay jab main ye soch rahi hon k KYOON? kyoon aas lagaon...kisi se bhi...Tanhai lakh lakh darjay behtar hay ... na mila karo na gillah karo... Pyar kisi bhi rishte ki sorat main ho NASOOR he hota hay....and i m done with it...

Mujhay kisi aur k likhay howay dramay ka kirdar nahi banna hay... mujhay ab sirf apnay liye sochna hay... Main nay agay kia kerna hay...

Meri zindagi main ab meray siwa kisi aur ki gunjaish nahi...na hoge...

Kia mila mujhay ? tou agay kuch aur umeed karon...

Meri Qabr per meri khawahishain ...meri tamana'ain meray bahaey howay ansoo'on se wazoo ker k roz FATEHA perhnay aainge tou sakoon milay ga mujhay...

No more connections .... No more tears.......I better deserve unseen to those who played with me....

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