Zindagi main kisi bhi purkhuloos shaksiat ki mojoodgi ap k mushkil se msushkil waqt main BOHAT BARA sahara hoti hay... Jab ap bohat ziada aziat main hon....itni aziat k khud apnay ap se bezar ho jain...zindagi se nafrat si ho jaye...ap logon k diye durd ko khamoshi say sahay jain...aur khud apnay ap say bhi bezaar ho jain...jab ap k pass koi bhi na ho...na hamdam na hamdard na ghumgusaar...ap kisi ko apnay dukh se aagah kernay say bhi derte ho...aur akhri sahary k tor per ap k pass qalam aur kagaz he bacha ho...aisay main kisi din kisi meherban ki dastak say apne ap main gum ap chonk k apne zinda honay ka yaqeen kerte howay...yasiat bhari beyaqeeni k saath us se batain kerte ho...rafta rafta zaat ki sari pertain kholte jate ho....
Akser aisa kyoon hota hy k jin khushyon ki hum tamana krte hain wo milne ka time jab aata hy to tishnigi berhne ki bajaye...hum khud ko mehsoosat se aari mehsos krte hain...Kis qadr pather ho jata hy insan pathron k sheher me reh k...Dekha gaya hy k jo log ajj behiss ya pather hojate hain wo kabhi bht he ziada hassass howa krty thay...apnay se ziada unko dosron ki perwa howa krti thi... Ye duniya aisa kr deti hy aisa kabhi socha bhi na tha...yahan rishte se ziyada paise se pyar kia jata hy....khaloos se ziada , matlab se mila jata hy...sach se ziada, jhoot per aetibaar kia jata hy... Tou kia bura krti thi main k maine in sb se dur rakha tha khud ko...kia bura kia tha k tmne mujhy mere tanhai k taj mehal se la kr is duniya k zandaan me la k khara ker dia...yehi dosti thi, yehi wafa thi, yehi pyar tha tmhara??? Bolo na....??? Fehmida Chaudhary 16 June 2014