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Bey'chaar'gi...

Hospital k isolation ward may covid 19 yani k corona virus se affected aik mareez apnay ward ki seperation glass wall se bahir sehat mand chalty phirty logon ko aisay hasrat se dekhta hay jesay koi gareeb bacha apni quwat e khareed ki pohanch se dur showcase main rakhy kisi mehengy khilonay ko dekh ker machaltay dil ko samjhata hy k ye lahasil hy. Bilkul isi terha wo mareez pareshan ho ker sans lenay main mazeed dikkat mehsoos krnay laga. Dum ghutt'ta howa mehsoos honay laga. Ghar se koi b visit kernay nhi aya tha. Balkay restriction thi management ki tarf se. Aur kisi ghar walay nay koshish bhi na ki. Sans ukher'ta jaraha tha. Yaad aya k main kitny contacts bnata tha karobar main k ainda kam ayengay ye to socha he nahi tha k bebasi ka ye alam hoga k na rishtay kaam aaingay aur na dostiyaan. Shiddat se ahsaas horaha tha k ab jahan jaraha hun wahan k liye tou kuch kamaya na he rishta banaya Allah se. Dolat ghr asaishain meeting karobar se fursat he nahi mili kabhi. Sans ab dum tor raha tha. Bari aziat thi dum nikalne main. Dum bhi nikla aur gardan ka kham bhi. Ward boy uskay tarapty howey wajood ko sahara dene ki koshish main na'kaam honay ko tha k wo luqma e ajal bn k uski asani kr gaya.

Phir usay bina qafan aur gusal k aik polybag main daal ker chand logon ne dafna k ghr walon ko bhi khaber kerdi.

Kitna gafil hy na insan jis duniya k liye saari umr khawar hota hy. Paisey ki daur main rehta hy. Jaiz najaiz sb kerta hy. Akhir main sub yahin reh jata hy. Aur baz dafa aisi aafat hamain yehi samjhane aati hain k koi kisi ka nahi hy. Akhir main sirf ALLAH AUR WO insan he hota hy.

Allah se apnay rabtay kabhi munqita nahi kernay chaheye. Allah se rabta baahaal ho tou her mushkil asan hojati hy. Her tun'gi main wussat paida hojati hy. Jab insan Allah se had se ziada pyar kerta hy tou Allah bhi had se ziada nawazta hy. Yaqeen aur gumman wo cheiz hy jo Allah kabhi nahi torta. Emaan ka safar duniya tak hy. Duniya chund roza hy. Akhiraat daeemi hy. Uski tayari bhi zaroori hy. Dunidaari bhi aik had main sahi hy. Dil lagane ki jagah nahi hy duniya...amal kernay ki hy.

Written by Fehmida Chaudhary
14th May 2020

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