Haan hotain hain kuch mjh jesay pagal bhi. Taan dhapney ko tou pori balkay lambi aasteenain pehentay hain. Maqsad sirf taan dhanpna he nahi balkay ye hmari asteen bohat se sanpon ko chader b deti hy. Mausam k garam sard se bachati hy aur saath saath khoorak ka intizaam b hojata hy. Hmari shah rag se qatra qatra khoon inki mehboob gheeza ban jata hy. Jab piyas lgi tishnigni bujha li. Ye aab o hawa tab tk in ko raas aati hy jab tak shah raag se akhri khoon ki bond nhi nachor detay. Zaroori nahi koi khas he hun baaz dafa raah chalty befaiz logon ko bhi hum panah de detay hain k panah dena aur khoorak dena to sift e Khudawandi hy. Kisi insaan ko chun k he tou Allah ye guun deta hy k wo aison ka waseela bana dia jata hy.
Kabhi kabhi mera bhi dil chahta hy k main bhi aik aisi he asteen ka saiban dhondo phir us saiban ki shah raag k qareeb beth k jainamaz pe us asteen k waseelay k liye khoob duain mango aur us k saath laad kron. Duniya ko btadon k her asteen main panah guzeer honay wala sanp nahi hota. Sanp ki fitrat kabhi nahi badal sakti wo ya tou dasay ga ya phir kainchli utar day ga. Fitraatun zahrely log bhi aisay he hotay hain. Apne zeher ki numaish k liye unhe ye zeher dosron k dilon main utar k usay tarapta dekhna acha lgta hy. Aisay log na khud khush rehtay hain na dosron ko dekhna bardasht kertay hain. Maine b aik naagin k saath bachpan guzara aur dekh bhaal ki aur dekhtay he dekhtay wo azdahaa bn k meray poray wajood ko nigal gai. Uska dasa pani nahi mangta yehi kehtay hain log. Per mera pora jism usne nigal to lia hy per na ugal rahi hy na nigal rahi hy. Meri jaan kani ka manzar itna dil faraib lgta hy usay .
Main chahon tou dil pe war ker k naya paar lgon per haye wo meray jism o jaan ki raag raag se nichora howa khoon jo us k muh ko laga howa hy. Meri fitrat main murawat ki nami mjhy aisa kernay se rokti hy.
Fehmida Chaudhary
9th May 2020
Kabhi kabhi mera bhi dil chahta hy k main bhi aik aisi he asteen ka saiban dhondo phir us saiban ki shah raag k qareeb beth k jainamaz pe us asteen k waseelay k liye khoob duain mango aur us k saath laad kron. Duniya ko btadon k her asteen main panah guzeer honay wala sanp nahi hota. Sanp ki fitrat kabhi nahi badal sakti wo ya tou dasay ga ya phir kainchli utar day ga. Fitraatun zahrely log bhi aisay he hotay hain. Apne zeher ki numaish k liye unhe ye zeher dosron k dilon main utar k usay tarapta dekhna acha lgta hy. Aisay log na khud khush rehtay hain na dosron ko dekhna bardasht kertay hain. Maine b aik naagin k saath bachpan guzara aur dekh bhaal ki aur dekhtay he dekhtay wo azdahaa bn k meray poray wajood ko nigal gai. Uska dasa pani nahi mangta yehi kehtay hain log. Per mera pora jism usne nigal to lia hy per na ugal rahi hy na nigal rahi hy. Meri jaan kani ka manzar itna dil faraib lgta hy usay .
Main chahon tou dil pe war ker k naya paar lgon per haye wo meray jism o jaan ki raag raag se nichora howa khoon jo us k muh ko laga howa hy. Meri fitrat main murawat ki nami mjhy aisa kernay se rokti hy.
Fehmida Chaudhary
9th May 2020