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Main nay khud he khud ko tabah kia......

Main apnay lambhay onchay qad k bawajood khud apni he nazron main gir gain hon shayad....Apna mazar khud  bana dala maine....us per roz cherhaway charhati hon...ansoon'on k ....

Bara lutf ata hay khud apnay ap ko ronay ka....aik aik bat khoon rulati hay...jab yaad ati hay...Ankhon se ansoo'on ki barish barasti hay tou dil o demagh per pari waqt ki be'rehem dhool matti bhi saaf nahi ho patti ...k un ki teh der teh is qadr jam gai hain k shayad sailab ka pani he usay baha lay jaye......

Mujhay nahi pata ye meri apnay ap say jang kab tak chalay ge....kia anjam hoga iska....Mujhay sirf ye pata hay k main apnay ap ko bohat peechay chore ai hon...shayad main jo thi wo ab main nahi hon....Mere dil main jo roz ranj o alum k laway phota kartay thay wo jam k teelay ban gaye hain...jo sailab ankhon se rawan hotay thay wo sokh k reh gaye hain.....Mere wajood main waqt nay bhanwar dal diye hain k koi meri zaat ki bhool bhalaiyon ko janna bhi chahe tou jaan nahi sakta ....k Bhanwar ka koi kinara he nahi ...

Ab kisi ranj ka bhi koi ranj nahi hota...Zang sa  lag gaya hay wajood per...zindagi ki taraf bulati her us sheh se dil ukta gaya hay jo jeenay ki umang deti ho...Sansain hain jo chalay jarahi hain ..dhuwan dhar...rukhti he nahi ... Hawain chalti hain rukhti hain....per sans kyoon chalti hay bs...rukti he nahi....


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