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Mera Ishq .........Mera Khaliq e Kainat.....

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Aisa nahi tha k zindagi k kisi lamhay apnay paida kernay walay ko bhooli hon main....Mujhay shuru say he der lagta tha ... k meri zaat se kisi ko agar faida na bhi ponchay tou nukhsan bhi na ponchay...Meri her mumkin koshish hoti k meri zaat se kisi ko koi takleef na ho...ranj na ho...main kabhi kisi k liye bura na sochon...her mumkin kam aon...Main logon ko khush kernay main lagi rahi...aur apna ap bhool gaye...Pata nahi kyoon shuru se he meray sath aisa kyoon hay k main sub ka khayal tou ker laiti hon per apna khayal rakhwana aya he nahi....Aisa nahi k kabhi mujhay sadma nahi howa kisi bat ka ...per main akser ye socha kerti k jo bin kahay hamara khayal na rakahin hum bol ker apnay alfaz ya man kyoon gunwa'ain...Zindagi k roz o shab guzartay chalay gaye aur hasil o hasool ka shumar na bhi kia jaye to apni bekadri zar zar rula deti thi...
Log tab tak hamaray hotay hain jab tak hamari zaat un k liye kisi faiday ka mazhar hoti hay...nazar k samnay say gaye nahi k TU kon ya Main kon...??

Ranj hota tha per ab nahi hota...

Duniya tou azma dekhi thi...
Phir Us ki pannah ki taraf bhagi jis say kabhi dor to nahi howi thi...per shayad wo shiddat nahi rahi thi jab he bhatak rahi thi galiyon galiyon...
Us nay mujh se na meri kam hazri k baray main sawal kiye na he mujhay apni pannah say nikal janay ko kaha....na he kis bat ka jawaz aur jawab manga....us nay apni rehmat k halay main mujhay lapait liya....ik shafeeq Maa ki terha .... us k pass mujhay wo sub mila jiski talash main her shaks main kerti arahi thi....khaloos pyar .....wo bin mangay deta he gaya .....na koi demand thi uski mujh se na he kisi kism ki expectation.....

Main nidamat se roti rahi ....roti rahi ......roti rahi....
aur wo mujhay pyar se dilasay deta chala gaya....
Apnay noor k halay main us nay mujhay dakhil kerlia....

Main sahi jaga ponchi thi....
ye he meri manzil thi...
ye he mera hasil....

Mera ALLAH ..... Mera RAB.... Mera Munsif.....Mera Khaliq.....
us nay mujhay samait lia.....us wajood ko jo bikhar chuka tha....kuch tukray idher thay tou kuch udher .... zakhmi laho lohan chalni jiger....sub theek hogaya uski masihai say....her kanta ab phool lagta tha...us nay sub zakhm bhar diye mujhay....meri bekarariyon ko sakoon dia usne...uski kin kin naimaton ka shukar ada karon...

Mujhay Allah se pyar tou tha thi ab mujhay ishq hogaya .......Janoon ki had tak.....main isi janoon main mubtila ho ker uski mohabat k samander main dob jana chahti hon...main kisi mazar ka majawar nahi banna chhati mujhay us k darbar ki gadai kafi hay.......mujhay mera ishq milgaqya....mera RAB....Mera Ishq....Aur yehi ishq e haqiqi he tou bas haqiqat hay baqi sub sarab hay.....bhanwar hay....


Fehmida Chaudhary
3rd August 2012

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