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Mera Taaruf....

Log mujhse mera taaruf pochtay hain ... wo pochtay hain k main kon hon...Main unko kis terha bataon k main kon hon..kyoon k main tou kuch hon he nahi...honay aur na honay k darmiyan hay meri zaat...koi shanakht hay he nahi....koi pata hay he nahi...

Main logon ko kis terha bata sakti hon k main wo zinda lash hon jis k armanon nay kafan ka safaid jora pehna hay....jis k khawab andhairay koo'ain main khudkashi ker chukay hain...Jiski tamanain lab per anay say pehlay he dam tore chuki hain....Main kis terha bataon unko....kis terha...?

Meri soch mera saath denay say he munkir ho jati hay jab likhna chahon k main kia hon...Apni zaat k khander main khud he do char cheikhain mar k wapis ajati hon k MAIN KON HON???

KON HON MAIN............???

Taa'ruf....
My own nazam....

Loag mujh say mera taa'ruf pochtay hain...
Main unko kis terha bataon???
K
Main wo zinda lash hon
Jis k khawabon nay kafan ka safaid jora pehna hay
Jis k chehray pay udasiyon k dairay hain
Aur
Jahan hijr ka ik azdaham
Meri rooh say khamoshi ka anchal
utha ker meray chehray ka dedar kerta hay
Aur
Phir ma'no mitti talay ja sota hay...

Meray jism k qabristan say
aah o baqa
Siskariyon
aur
cheek o pukar ki awazain ati rehti hain...

Is aag may main roz jalti
Roz marti hon...
K
mujhay arman rehta hay k
is zinda janazay ko
Koi jhooti tasalli
Koi jhoota sahara
Koi hamdardi ka utha hath hi sahi....

Ik phuwar ban ker
Is jalti undekhi mayoosi
Aur
Udasi ki aag ko thanda ker day...
K
Meri rooh ko mitti may milker he sahi kuch sakoon tou milay.....

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Fehmida Chaudhary....
06th August 2012

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