Thursday, November 24, 2011

Banjer Zameen.....

Insan jis cheiz ko jitni shidat say chahta hay...Us k baray may utni he shidat say adam tahafuz ka shikar ho jata hay... Us shaks ya cheiz k chi'in janay k khauf k but't ko na tou wo masma'r ker pata hay na he usay apnay hamqadam chalnay k liye , us k pair'on may zanjeer dal sakta hay....

Mohabat main paa laina he tou sub kuch nahi hota... Apnay hissay ka kam kiye jaye insan bas.... umeed rakhay he kyoon koi.... k ye tajarat tou hay he nahi....

Ik anhoni si baat is main ye hay k Jab milain gay he nahi tou Juda kia hongay....Jab k hijr ka amal shuru he jab hota hay jab visal ki baat ho....

Kabhi juda na honay wali bat visal k zumray main ati hay...
Kabhi na milain gay wali bat Hijr k zumray main ati hay....

Insan musalsal aziat may he rehta hay.... k us k dil per hijr ya visal may say konsa pather pernay wala hay....

Kehte hain k ishq samander gehra gehra phir bhi log isay parr kernay k liye koshan nazar atay hain.... duniya tiyag detay hain... devaron main chunwa diye jatay hain.... Raston k pathereelay aur khardar honay k bawajood...sub ki ye he mansha aur arzoo k dusht e purkhar ko teh kerna hay...Aar ya parr....

Kia howa agar tumko paa na sakay...
Sirf paa lainay ka matlab tou pyar nahi hota...

Baz logon ki qismatain bhi banjh hoti hain .... unki zindagi main bahar k mausam k phool hon k kisi qism ki haryali k beejh.... banjar zameen aik bewa ki terha na tou haryali la sakti hay ....na he koi phool khila sakti hay..... na he apni kismat likh sakti hay.....

Zindagi Chahti kia hay.....???

Chahti kia hay? Jan lon main bhi....
ZINDAGI ko sawal kerne do...

Is duniya main bohat say log bura naseeb aur muqadar lay ker paida hotay hain...Dukh, Kharabi aur nakami ka aur unka choli daman ka saath hota hay... Meri qismat bhi aisi he thi...Zakhm he zakhm , Kantay he kantay....
Main phool ko bhi hath lagati hon tou wo bhi angaray sabit hotay hain....

Asman say barasti barishain sub dekhtay hain aur Ankhon se barasti barish kon dekhta hay....???

Barish'ain cha't pe khuli jag'hon pe hoti hain magar....
Ghum wo sawan hay jo in kamron k andar barsay....

Zindagi k dai'yar main qismat nay qadmon main gardab aur masaib k anbar bakhshay hain ...her gam pe aik nai mushkil , aik nai musibat , aik naya hangama muntazir hota hay....Kabhi kabhi youn lagta hay k jaisay ye masaib .....ye musibatain.... ye hangamay meray he HAM'RAKAB hon ....

Ye pur-ashoob dor main koi nahi jo kisi k dil may jhank k dekhay.....Jab zindagi he wabal ban jaye tou insan sisak sisak k zindagi guzarnay per majboor ho jata hay... Zindagi ka bojh bhi utna he dhoya ja sakta hay jitna k dhonay walay ki takat hoti hay...aur ab shayad dum he nahi itna....sans laina bhi bojhal mehsoos hota hay....

Kehte hain insan khaak ka putla hay...uski fitrat khaak he hay tou shayad khaak may mil ker he isko sakoon milay.....k insan ki haqeeqat khaak k siwa kuch hay bhi nahi...........



Wednesday, November 23, 2011

Qabristan...........

Dil pe cho'at hay
ankhon main soaz hay
Koi jiye kaisay ?
Sansoon pe bojh hay?
Kis ko sunain apni duain,
Chehra morr k Palkain orrh k.....

Main nay apnay dil k ander aik qabristan banaya howa hay..jis may latadad choti choti qabrain hain .... khawahishon ki, hasraton ki, shikwon shikayaton ki,, arzoo'on ki ...per ye sub batain un logon say juri hain jo meray apnay thay...kisi dunyawi sheh ka is may koi laina daina nahi... Main samajhti thi...hamari qurbaniyan, hamara pyar, hamari farmabardari, hamara khaloos hamaray apno ko jeetne k liye kafi hota hay.... per nahi ..........pta nahi ajeeb duniya hay ye ...yahan jo apna tan man dhun sub luta daitay hain apnay pyaron ki khushi k liye wo he masloob hotay hain umr bhar .....Aur wo log jo kuch nahi kerte sirf aik jumla mohabat ka bol ker ap per sabqat lay jatay hain...ye kaisa insaf hay logon ka....

Duniya ki is bheer main insan koi tou hoga....
Jo sun lo dil ki cheekh'ain, Kan koi tou hoga...

Is materialistic dor may wohi survive kerta hay...jise batain kerni ati hon...aur mujhay batain banani nahi ati... Ye jo bin kahay samnay walay ki baat samajh janay ki salahiat di ALLAH nay ..is nay mera bohat nuksan kia hay...na qabil e talafi nuqsan....


Andhay hain ankh walay, Gongay zaban walay...
Bikhray hain toot k kachay makaan walay...

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

Hawa ki betiyan....

Hain sarbasta agr che raaz meray
Sitaray hain magar ghamaz meray

Hawa ki betiyan aik insan ki hasiyat se zindagi ki kisi bhi khushi ki utni he mustahiq hain jitna k koi mard...Zindagi k safar main kamyabiyon ki tamanai wo bhi utni he hoti hay ...jitna k koi mard.....
Zindagi main is zalim duniya main hawa ki beti ka ye haq tasleem kia he nahi jata...aur mardon k is maushray main kahin kam aur kahin ziada hawa ki beti ko us k her haq say mahroom ker k mard nay apni zalimana soch ka ghulam bana lia hay....Aur us ghulami se inkar pe aurat ko moat tak ki saaza bhi suna di jati hay....

Mardon k is maushray main SUBHA ka bhool sham ko ajaye tou usay bhoola nahi kehtay....kai jaga perha ye sub...per muddat aur tadad nahi batai gai kahin bhi .... kyoon k wo is jangle k qanoon ka badshah bhi hay aur shair bhi.....usko farq nahi perta ...

Sab uski nazar ka kamal hay... mitti ko sona samjhay tou SONA ban jati hay.... Sonay ko mitti janay tou Sona mitti ban jata hay... usko bewafai jaiz hay.... balkay apni raah may hail her sheh ka qatl bhi ...

Is maushray main Mard zaat duniya ki sub say kamzoor sheh hain .... jo apni arzoo'n ki takmeel k liye kabhi riwajon ka sahara lay ker ...kabhi gairat ki aar lay ker AIK KAMZOOR SI AURAT ko apni dhaal bana ker us ka istimal kerta hay....

Hawa ki beti .......
Ki taqdeer........
Na badli hay......
Na badal sakay ge......


ab jo kiye ho data aisa na kijio
Aglay janam mai mohe bitya na kijio

Monday, November 21, 2011

Virani ka raasta....

Khud main apna dukha raha hon DIL
Us main laikin Khushi usi ki hay

Jab ap k kisi bhi amal se dosron ki ankhon k jugnu bujh jain aur in ankhon main khushyon ki ramak k bajaye viraniyon ka baseera ho jaye tou ye jaan lijiye k us ki viran aur be noor ankhon se ap k dil ki virani ka raasta shuru hota hay....

Ikhlaq ka ma'yar...

Her shaks bana laita hay Ikhlaq ka mayar
Apnay liye kuch aur, Zamanay k liye aur


Main un logon se bhi pyar kerti hon jo mujh se nafrat karain....is liye nahi k un main aisi batain hain k wo pyar k like hain....balkay is liye k main hamaisha say he koi kam copy nahi kerti ... Nafrat ka jawab mohabat say.... gussay ka jawab khamosh ho ker...aur jo zaleel kernay ki koshish karay usko Izzat day ker.... k is say barh ker main kuch ker bhi nahi sakti ....

Insano k is gaul main mujhay shamil hona bhi nahi hay... jo dosron per ungliyan uthain ... jo kisi k kuch aeb pakar ker unki chand achaiyon ko bhi neglect ker dain... Nadaan log hain ... Koi kia jannay ALLAH nay jagah jagah kyoon kaha ye sub k .... kisi ko us k kiye gai baray gunnah say na pehchano k kia pata k uski kisi choti c dil say ki gai naiki ko ALLAH qabool ker k usay wo mukam day de jo tumhain hasil na ho sakay....

Allah Ho..........kerne se Allah ka qurb nahi milta....choti choti batain to adopt ker lain hum... baqi to manzil abhi bohat dor hay ....kari musafat hay...... kharr'dar raasta hay......

Jis terha apki zaat main chupay dukh durd koi bahar wala nahi dekh pata ...samajh pata...
Ap k dil ki achai...naikiyan....achai....burai...koi kaisay jaan sakta hay....
Kitab k sarwak ko dekh ker kitab main kia likha hay ....kaisay maloom ho sakta hay bhala......

Na main farishta hon....na bannay ki arzoo he hay... Main tou abhi insan he nahi ban paye...wo insan jo ASHRAFUL makhlooqat kehlata hay.... bohat kamiyan hain...bohat khamiyan hain...manzil ki dhool bhi nahi pa sakti is zindagi main tou .....Na janay kon log thay jo us manzil ko....us miraj ko paa gaye....Yaqeenan khush qismat log he thay....Yahan tou humko khud apna suragh nahi milta.......

Tuesday, November 15, 2011

Jaan se pyare Log...

Duniya main baaz log aisay bhi hotay hain jo hamain jaan se berh ker pyare hotay hain...Jinko hum udas nahi dekh saktay...Unki bechaini hamain bechain ker daiti hay...Unki ankh ka tapka ansoo hamaray dil per girta hay...Dor honay k bawajood uski udasi ka ahsas hamaray dil ko cheer dalata hay... Uska udas chehra hamain udas ker jata hay...

Ye pyar hamain us k zahiri wajood se nahi hota....uski rooh ki pakeezgi se hota hay...
Dilon ki achai rooh ki achai ban ker jo khushoo daiti hay wo her khusboo say aala hoti hay...aur apki rooh ki ye achai apki zaat ka aik icon ban ker logon k dilon main ap k liye pyar ki fasal uga jati hay....

Afsoos is baat ka hota hay k hum ye baat bata nahi pate...Per jazboon ki sachai ko alfaz ki kia zaroorat ...Ye tou wo khushboo hay jo bin kahay urr ker hamari batain us pyare ko kan main chupkay say sub kuch bata ati hay...

Pata nahi magar.....
Koi jawab kyoon nahi lati....???

Alfaz nahi milte.................

Log kehte hain mujhay khobsurat mehsoosat ko qalamband karnay ka hunr ata hay...
Magar aisa kyoon hay k jab main....
Bohat kuch kehna chahte hon......
Share kerna chahti hon......
Apni feelings ko mujhay batana kyoon nahi ata....
Lagta hay lafzon ka zakheera khatum hogaya....
Pata nahi aisa kyoon hay...


I wish i can share .......

Monday, November 14, 2011

Mout bohat zaroori hay.....

Zinda rehnay ko sans laina zaroori hay
Sans lainay ko khuli hawa zaroori hay
Khuli fiza k liye haray bharay darukht zaroori hay
Haryali k liye un darukhton ki aabyari zaroori hay
Aabyari k sath sath in sub cheizon ki dekh bhal bohat zaroori hay

Per in sub se zaroori aik aur cheiz hay
Jo rooh ki dukhun ko kam kerti hay...
Jo sub runj o ghum bhula daita hay....
Jo her fikr say azad ker daiti hay...

Zindagi k tamam maslon ka hul....

Mout....
Mout bhi zaroori hay....
Mout...
Bohat zaroori hay......

Sunday, November 13, 2011

Zindagi k Paa'taal main Rooh ka safar.....

Meri zindagi ka safar jari hay...Mujhay na tou WALI banna hay ...Ne he sufi...Na he kisi wali ullah k maazar ka majawar....Apni rooh ko sanwarnay k is safar mae main nay latajad zakhm khai aur kai bar thak haar k hanpnay bhi lagi ...Kai bar thokar khai ... Giri bhi aur gir k phir uth khari bhi howi...Kabhi himmat haar gai tou kabhi fateh alam ki si soch rakhi....Kabhi roo k ....Kabhi hans k ...Kabhi tanhai main aur kabhi yadon ki mehfilain saja ker khud ko masroof rakha...

Mujhay nahi maloom k zindagi k atishdan ki bhati main tap ker main kundan ban paey k nahi...Na he ye maloom hay mujhay k main kamyab hon k nakam hon...Magar...Mujhay khushi hay Rooh ko sanwarnay k is safar mae Main nay bohat kuch seekha...Main us daur say bohat agay nikal aye hon jahan logon se umeedain durd deti hain...Hum is durd se tarapte rehte hain...Zindagi se mayoos hote hain...Aur shikway shikayat kerte hain...Mera safar jaari hay...

Saturday, November 12, 2011

Meri dua hay.........

Ajj meri dua hay k meray haq main jis jis nay jo badduain ki hain.......ALLAH unhain qabool farmaye....
Zindagi main kabhi bhi koi sukh ka sans naseeb na ho....
Moat aye to rooh nikalnay main utni he aziat ho jitni meray haq main baddua kernay walay chahtay hain....
Meri dua hay k ALLAH unki dil ki muradain pori karay ....wo jaisa chahte hain meray saath waisa he ho.....
Apnay Habeeb k sadqay wo meri duain kabool farmaye

AMEEN SUM AMEEN.....

aur main kari say kari saaza paon.....aur aisa kuch ho meray saath k un subki rooh ko aik he bar qarar hasil ho jaye.........un k saray badlay aik he nishist main poray ho jain ameen.........is say ziada main kisi k liye kuch ker bhi nahi sakti..........thats it.........

Alfaz k nishtar .....

Ajj kuch anookha nahi howa........hamaisha aisa he hota aya hay....jab kabhi main depression main howi hon ird gird k logon ko pehlay say bata dainay k bawajood ....wo apnay hissay k alfaz k nishter meray seenay main zaroor utartay hain k kisi rozan say koi sakoon ki hawa meray wajood main dakhil na ho jaye........

Bohat bhari tha ajj ka din....

Bohat shukriya ahsas na kernay ka....
Bohat shukriya her bat k liye.......

Alfaz ki gandagi uchalnay ka ......

Friday, November 11, 2011

Khuddaariyon ka Khoon....

Khuddaariyo.n ke Khuun ko arzaa.N na kar sake
ham apane jauharo.n ko numaayaa.N na kar sake

hokar Kharaab-e-may tere Gam to bhulaa diye
lekin Gam-e-hayaat kaa daramaa.N na kar sake

TuuTaa talism-e-ahad-e-mohabbat kuchh is tarah
phir aarazuu kii shamaa furezaa.N na kar sake

har shay qariib aake kashish apanii kho ga_ii
vo bhii ilaaj-e-shauq-e-gurezaa.N na kar sake

kis darjaa dil-shikan the mohabbat ke haadase
ham zindagii me.n phir ko_ii aramaa.N na kar sake

maayuusiiyo.n ne chhiin liye dil ke val-vale
vo bhii nishaat-e-ruuh kaa saamaa.N na kar sake


Bohat log milte hain duniya main jo dawa kerte hain humse mohabat ka ....ahtaram ka...izzat kerne ka...kabhi khooni rishte ka sahara lay ker...kabhi dosti ka sahara lay ker...Kabhi kuch tou kabhi kuch...Karobar he bana k rukh dia hay jazbon ka .... sachai ka...wafa ka...khoon k nam per dekhaway k pyar ka....Jab k sub fareeb hay...

Mujhse ziada ye bat koi nahi jan sakta k apna apna matlab anay per log jhuk bhi jate hain...galti bhi tasleem kerte hain aur maufi k khawastgar bhi ho jatay hain....magar ik talk sachai ye hay k hum un ki life main tab tak hotay hain jab tak wo hamain apni zindagi main dekhna chahtay hain aur kabhi hum ko unki zaroorat paray tou wo waqt anay per wo hamain lafzon saharay tou kia he dain gay....KICK OUT ker daitay hain ...jaise k hum thay he nahi....

Meri nazar main pyar tou BARDASH ka dosra nam hay....rishta khawah koi bhi ho....laikin agar ap main bardash nahi us rishte ko sehnay ki tou pyar ka bhan'da to phoot he reh jata hay... Khooni rishte hon k banai howay rishte..... Pyar ya mohabat ka dawa wohi ker saktay hain tou her bat main apni MAIN khatum ker k jis say pyar mohabat ka dawa ho usko her cheiz say afzal rukhtay ho....per kahan hota hay aisa....humse pagal duniya main Aam bhi tou nahi....

Ana k phool tab he khiltay hain kisi bhi gulshan main jab aap ko duniya main sirf aur sirf apni he zaat say pyar ho .... aur jahan ye phool aik bar khil jaye na...wahan phir agli bahar anay per koi naya sadabahar poda ugta bhi nahi...k is ana k phool k khilnay k bad zameen banjar he ho ker reh jati hay.....

Aisa nahi hay k main aasman se utri koi apsara hon k jo bas acha he acha kerti hay...us sa koi nahi .... Main bhi aik aam insan hon....lagzishon say pur insan .... khata ki putli...Aisa nahi k main koi bat dil per nahi laiti.....Aisa nahi k koi tanz ka teer mujhay laholahan nahi kerta.....Aisa nahi k main lafzon may chupay zeher ko pechan nahi pati....

Main to bas itna kerti hon k jab kabhi ana ka phool dil ki zameen per khilnay lagay...usko jar say he ukhar deti hon k .... wo poda kahin tanawar darukht ban ker meri rooh main apni jaar'ain na phaila day...aur phir iska koi ilaj mumkin he na....

Aisa nahi k kisi k kiye per nafrat ka ahsas kabhi meray zehan main na jaga ho....magar...us ahsas ko jism o jaan may bikharne se pehlay he main khud us nafrat k ahsas ka dum ghoot daiti hon k wo jo rooh main aik achai ki kuch ramak hay wo is ahsas say daaghdar na ho jaye....

Aisa nahi hay k mujhay gussa nahi ata...per is say pehlay k wo gussa mujhay jala k bhasam ker day ... main us per sabr aur bardast ka chirkao ker daiti hon....k mujhay Allah ki raza k liye us k logon say pyar kerna hay....tou main kisi silay ya badlay ki tawakooh us k bandon say kyoon rakhon.....Mera Allah kabhi kisi ki mehnat ..khalooos...pyar...zaya nahi kerta.....

Meri khudari ka khoon arzan hergiz nahi...bemole bhi nahi....Ye to khud apni rooh k Esal e sawab k liye aik sadqa e jaria hay meri taraf say tum sub k liye.........k hamain umeed ab koi ....kisi banda parwar say nahi hoge....


Hum Rab k siwa kisi se umeedain ab bandha nahi kerte....
Pyar tou humko sub se hay....Hum kam ya ziada nahi rukhte....

Rooh main baqi hai abhi kuch gunjaish zakhmon ki....
Chalo aoo ...Palat ker waar kerne ka hum irada nahi rukhte...(Fehmida)

Akhri keel........

Ajj palkon ki barh per kitni he dafa ansoon ka sailab umund anay ko tayar betha tha ...per kis terha roka isko main nay...hansi k parday main dil k durd ko daba ker kis terha chupaya main nay...mujhay maloom hay...sirf mujhay maloom hay...Per pora din jo guzra so guzra ......raat kat'ti nahi...aik aik lamha ... aik aik yaad dil ko cheer dainay ko tayar khari hay... kab tak rok paon ge....khud ko totnay say....bikharnay say...

Magar yaqeen rakho...tum log...tumhari is khushi k moqay per dil say duaon hain meri.....koi gillah nahi...ik khalish si hay... mera qasoor ??? kia tha mera qasoor...?
Aisa kia ker dia main nay...? kabhi jawab ban pai tou zaroor batana...

Wahwailay machana nahi ata mujhay...durd mushtahir kerna nahi ata mujhay...gillah kerna nahi ata mujhay...

Haan magar .........itna yaqeen hay mujhay k sirf aur sirf meri ik chup wo kam ker sakti hay jo tum sub k shikway gillay bol bol ker nahi ker saktay...

Meri is chup main mera durd chupa hay...jo ik na aik din tum sub k murda zameeron ko zaroor jhinjhoray ga.....mera yaqeen hay...

Kal ka din bohat bhari hay meray liye.......bohat ziada.......k kal is baat per akhri mohar lagni hay k main waqai tum sub k liye mar chuki hon...aur phir us k bad rukha he kia hay...mari howi ko aur kia maro gay zalimo....Kal meri zindagi k taboot main aik akhri keel thoke he dalo...k ab mera roz roz jee k marnay ka tamasha khatum ho ...

Meri dua hay RAB Tum logon ki zindagi k her her mor per khushyan ata farmaye ameen...

Thursday, November 10, 2011

Band Kitab........

Main ik phool hon, wo mujhko rukh k bhool gaya
Tamam Umr meri , Ik Kitab main guzri...

Baaz log jinhain apni khamiyon aur kamzori ka achi terha say pata hota hay... magar wo in khamiyon aur kamzoriyon ko dor kernay k bajaye.... apni khaa'ft mitanay k liye dosron ki achai ko burai k pairai main uchal ker us achay shaks ki achai ko takta e mashq bana laitay hain....Ye bat bhool ker k unhain unki zaat ki gehri andhairi gaah'ur say nikalnay wala bhi wohi shaks hay jis ko wo nishana bananay chalay hain....

Duniya main aik cheiz jis ne bara ranjeeda kia dil ko ...wo log jo kuch nahi kertay wo sirf aur sirf dosron per tanqeed kerte hain.... Asal main wo dosron ko bol bol ker apnay ander ka khauf bahar nikaltay hian aur ye asal main un k dil ka chore hota hay jo bilawajah he shor machai chala jata hay....

Pata nahi lakh chaha magar kuch tabdilian jo apnay main lana chahen duniya k lihaz say.....wo lakh koshish k bawajood aa he nahi pai fitrat main....Pata nahi kyoon mujhse bari bari batain nahi hoti.....baray baray daway nahi hotay.......Main tou just waqt anay per wo sub ker k dekha sakti hon jo main feel kerti hon...batoan main kia rakha hay....batain tou just batain he hoti hain....khali kholi batain.....



Andhaira berhta he Aur Mera Dil Ghat'ta hay...

Sardiyon ki shamon main jaisay jaisay sham se he andhaira berhta jata hay ....mera dil ghat'ta jata hay.... mujhay andhairay aur khamoshiyon se shuru se he wehshat si hoti hay.... dum ghut'ta mehsoos hota hay...per ye kaisa insaf hay ae meray Malik k jo insan jis bat say derta hay ...bachta hay tou wohi sub uska muqadar bana daita hay.... aur phir uski bebasi ka tamasha ban k reh jata hay....

Apni zaat main sabr o kana'at ki gantain (knots) laga tou li main nay per jab unko kholna chaha tou wo itni mazboot ho chuki thin k unko khola nahi ja sakta tha.....

Apnay ap say lartay ... batain kerte ab thakan si honay lagi hay... k khud apnay wajood say aik bair sa mehsoos honay laga hay...Na janay aisa kyoon ho raha hay..... Apnay ap say bhi khauf anay laga hay....

Main kitna badal gai hon..... k baz dafa khud ko bhi pehchan nahi pati.....Rooh itni pyasi ho gai hay k sairab ho k he nahi deti.... Aik Aik baat khoon rulati hay...

Is say acha tou ye tha Ae meray RAB k tera nam lay lay ker pagal ho jati ......duniya main dil laga k tou ye bechaini mazeed berh gai.... Wo qarar jo tujhko mehvar bana ker hasil hota tha wo qarar tou lut gaya .....Meray Malik ger main kisi qabil nahi duniya k tou TU apna he ker lay mujhay....Mujhay pannah day dae......meri pyasi rooh ko apni mohabat k pani say sairab ker day...meray dukhon ka madawa ker day kuch is terha k main duniya se beparwa ho jaon aur teri mohabat main mast rahon..... Tujhko khonay ka tou dharkah sa bhi nahi hota k TU tou uska bhi hota hay jo tera hona nahi chahta aur jo tera hona chahta hay TU us say ziada uska ho jata hay.....

Mohabat e Elahi main mashgool ker day meray Malik k Eman ki roshni ki barish si kerday .... aisi barish jo dil o demagh ko itna munawar kerde k sham dhalnay ka ya andhairay berhnay ka zara baraber bhi khauf dil main na rahay.... Teray saath honay ka ahsaas is qadar zehan o rooh per havi rahay k tanhai ka ahsas ho he na paye............

APna karam ker day meray Malik............Apni yaad k siwa meray dil se sub kuch mehv ker day.... Mujhay apna bana lay meray RAB k mera koi nahi hay .....Tere siwa.... Mujhay kisi se tawaqoh nahi hay .....Tere siwa.........

Monday, November 7, 2011

Kash...

Mujhay jo mangna ho RAB say mang laiti hon....day day to bhi sahi na day tou bhi sahi...per kash nahi lagaya kabhi...Kash tou jab lagae koi jab uski zaat se mayoosi ho jaye...per main us say mayoos nahi.....logon say hon...isliye KASH koi aik tou aisa ho jo meray marnay per dil say roye...Mujhay apni moat per hajoom nahi chaheye sirf aik purkhuloos insan jo dil say roye meri moat per........bas shayad isi terha meri rooh ko qarar aye.....

meray kash ki had is bat say shuru ho ker isi per khatum hay...KIA bohat ziada manga main nay kisi say...jo wo day na paey.......

Saaza milna muqadar hay....

Apni hasti k khaul say bahar nikalnay ki kuch saza to milti hay...
Durd mushtahir ker dia jaye tou dawa tou nahi milti....aik durd e lazawal zaroor milta hay....ati jati sans k saath ye ahsas dilata hay k tujhse apnay durd ki hifazat na ho sakti...ye teri nakami ka jeeta jagta saboot hay...Magar nakami tou unhain dukh daiti hay jo kamyabiyon ki umeedain laga k beth jain...jo khud ko zindagi k agay surrender ker chukay ho un k liye kamyabi ya nakami koi maa'nay nahi rakhti...

Dil tou hay dil behal he jata hay...kabhi udasi ka sahara lay ker ....kabhi masnoe hansi ki aar lay ker....waqt kab kahan aur kis k liye rukhta hay...ye to bas chalay he jata hay...Akhir main jab zindagi k kashkool say yaadon k sikkay ginnay betho to pata chalta hay...sub k sub he khotay hain...Aur khotay sikkon ki qadr o qeemat hoti he kahan hay...Jagmagatay sikkon ki chaka chond k agay in khotay sikkon ki kia auqat...

Meri zaat bhi usi khotay sikkay ki manind hay... jisko jagmaganay ki aarzo na sahi...Apnay honay ka ahsas he kafi hay....Apni qadr o qeemat na kerwanay walay log pairon main rond diye jate hain k ye ALLAH ki taraf se un k liye saaza hay...K apni hasti ko faramosh kerna bhi usko pasand nahi... Main US ki gunahgar hon...Karri saaza ki mustahik....Umr qaid bhi kam hay...Phansi bohat choti saaza hay..

shayad matti may mil ker in saazaon say bach paon main....

Eid phir aye hay......

Aik taraf.....
Dil k madham perhtay zakhm phir haray honay lagay....
Zindagi k khunn'der may phir durd pathjhar k mausam ki terha aan khara howa hay Armanon k sookhay patton nay dil ki nagri ko phir tehes nehs ker dala hay.....

Aur dosri taraf....
Her chehray per khushi k phool khilay hain.....
Bahar k say mausam ki terha pata pata bota bota jagmaga utha hay....
Behisab khushon k chiragh jal uthay hain....

Aik he duniya main ye kaisa tazaad hay.....

Sochtay sochtay her soch he munjamind hay ....
Zehan main sain sain kerti awazon k siwa kuch aur ata he nahi....
Haa'waas bakhta howay jatay hain.....

Suna hay.....
Ajjj..........
EID PHIR AYE HAY........
EID PHIR AYE HAY........

Sunday, November 6, 2011

Main pagli he thi na.....?

Mujhay talash thi duniya main kisi aik aisay insan ki jo meri tarah ho...jo mujhay samjhay...bin kahay dil ki bat samajh jaye....main kab udas hon...kab khush hon...usko sub kuch pata ho....per afsoos rishta koi bhi ho...her aik nay apnay tore per meri saadgi meray khaloos ka sirf istimal he kia...aur kuch nahi...Sub kuch samajhtay howay bhi na samajh ban ker sub sehnay k bawajood bhi meray hath kuch nahi aya.........Her shaks apnay mafad ki had tak sath chala ... aur bas...

Itni zehrili fiza hay k dam ghut'ta hay...Sansain azar deti hain.... Neendon se tou na janay kab say bair banda hay in palkon nay....... anay he nahi deti ............kuch pal ko tou in jan laiwa khayalon say jaan chotay.....Koi lamha tou ho jo is karb say nijat hasil ho.....

Kab tak hansi k jhootay nikab pehan ker khud ko fareeb daina hoga.......kab tak...
Behiss logon ko apni hassas sochon per zehrilay teer barsatay bardash karna hoga....
Kahan mile ga aaman .......... Kab miley ga......

Meri soch k..... waqt aur sabr sab badal daita hay aik din............per nahi.........Main galat thi.......kisi ko badalna ho tou aik pal he bohat .....Nahi badalna tou umrain raigan chali jati hain aur kuch nahi ho pata.....

Meri bhi kia soch thi.....Main bhi pagli he thi na......?



Thursday, November 3, 2011

Panchwan mausam.....Udasi ka mausam

Sochon ka aik sailab meray zehan main mojazan hay.....bahay chala jata hay .... rukta he nahi...Khud apnay ap say sawal kerna aur khud he jawab daina......kabhi khud he rona aur rotay rotay hans perna....kabhi sochna he sochna aur kabhi bolte he jana..........chup na hona..........

Ik bekaran samandar hay ankhon k ander ...jo behne ko beqarar hay.........umdaa chala ata hay..... k kuch tou dil ka gubar niklay.............kuch tou dil k ufaq per chaaey udasi ki dabeez tehh ko hata day aur ik chamakti subha ka payam lay ker aye............

Ab kisi mausam ki pehchan he baqi nahi rahi...
Kia khizan .....?
Kia bahaar......?
Kia pattjhar....?
Kia sawan........?

Dil main tou bas ik he mausam aker mehman ho gaya hay.........Panchwan mausam........Udasi ka mausam.............

Wednesday, November 2, 2011

Meri tehreerain........

Meri tehreerain tum logon ko dukh daiti hain...............

is sadi ka sub say bara mazak.............

Aur meray ansoo.........

Mera durd.............

Uska kia..........

In alfazon ka sahara na hota mujhay tou shayad ajj main zinda bhi na hoti........

Zindagi k atishdan main sokhi lakri ki terha jal ker bhasam ho gai hoti main........

Meray hath khali hain............

Per in alfaz ki jageer nay mera bara maan rakha hay.............shehzadiyon ki terha rehti hon main yahan...............apni saltanat main...................

Yahan sirf aur sirf mera hukam chalta hay.....

Yahan meray dil ki adalat nay her khas o aam ko aam maufi day rakhi hay..........

Na koi gillah hay.....

Na koi umeed hay....

K umeedain jeenay ki umang paida kerti hain.....

Aur main jeena nahi chahti........

Mera khoon tou us din he hogaya jis din tum sub k khoon ka rang safaid howa........

Ab dil dukhta bhi hay tou ..... chand lamhon k liye.........

Ye sabr atay atay aya hay......

Main isay khona nahi chhati........

per ye bhi haqeeqat hay.....

Main chah ker bhi............
tum sub say nafrat ker nahi sakti...........
koshish k bawajood bhi............

shayad ye he mera intiqam hay......
Zamer ki adalat kabhi tou lagay gi ....aur tum sub mujrimon k katherey main kharay hoge.....
kabhi tou main BA IZZAT barrri hon ge....surkhuru ho ker....

per ye bhi such hay..............
Khuda wo din mujhay na dekhai k ...........
k main nidamat dekhon tum sub k chehron per..........
k ye bhi qabool nahi mujhay............
KYOON K YE MERI MOHABAT KA ASOOL HE NAHI.............

Koi Umeed mat rakhna...........

Mera durd perh nahi saktay........... Mera ghum bant nahi saktay........ Aur dawa hay khooni rishton ka....... Baray ajab log hain ye ......... jab rotay hain tou koi pochta he nahi k rotay kyoon ho... durd sehtay kyoon ho..... tanha rehtay kyoon ho......Hum hain na tumharay............Ahhh.....per us waqt kisi ko ahsas nahi hota..... kon kitna tanha hay ........ kis takleef main hay...... na he duniya ki perwa

Aur jab kisi khushi k milnay ki arzo ker lo tou duniya ki perwa ho jati hay saron ko........logon say darate hain.........

Zindagi tou aik bar he mili hay..........subko.........main kyoon ganwa don apnay hisay ki khushon ko...

per shayad apnay armano ka khoon pila pila k main nay he apnay haq main bura kia....

per us waqt asli chehray dekhay ki kab thay..........

wo naqab utray he kab thay.........

Ajj sawal uthanay walon....

aik meray sawal ka jawab bhi do.........

us waqt kahan thay tum sub......jab mujhe zaroorat thi..........

Ab kisi qurbani k ghat nahi charhna mujhay...

Mujhse umeedain mat bandhna.........

Main wo nahi rahi...........

Main wo nahi rahi...........

Mujhay tum sub ki beitnayon nay kuch aur he bana dala hay.......

Shayad main tou apni bhi nahi rahi...........


Kia khoya hay...Kia paya hay....

Zindagi k laq o daq sehra may....

Jism o jan k veeran khander main
Dil ki banjar zameen
Paon may chaahlay
Abla pai ka safar
Rooh per lagay beshumar zakhm....

Pathrai howi ankhon
may tehray howay munjamind khawab...

Jazbat ki sard barf ki si jami sil
Khawab raiza raiza
Tamana khoon khoon...

Saath chalnay ki aarzoo..
Aur hay Benishan manzil


phir bhi sochi tou main
Hath meray kia aya hay.....
Tera saath nahi paya...
Aur chain bhi gawaya hay....

Pyar ki raah main
Itna kuch tou paya hay..
Yehi sub mera SARMAYA hay...

Kis se ja ker pochon main.....................???
Is taweel musafat main kia khoya hay....kia paya hay....???