Wednesday, April 18, 2012

Ajeeb halat c ab rehti hay.....

Ajeeb halat si rehti hay
Neend ankhon main bhari rehti hay...
Khawabon ki jadugari rehti hay...

Kabhi kabhi lagta hay k main yahin kahin hon...
Kabhi lagta hay k bekhabari hay...

Kabhi lagta hay k safar e mazil ki taraf rawan dawan hain...
Kabi lagta hay k ajeeb c darbadari hay...

Hum khush paton ki terha hain...
Shakhe imqan magar hamaisha hari rehti hay...

Meray rooh k zakhm bhar he nahi patay....
Umr bhar kyooon chara gari rehti hay....

Kab khatum hoga ye zest ka safar
Ajab he dard sari rehti hay.............

Naumeedi ay her so meray...Lagta hay phir bhi
Ye duniay bhi kab say umeed per khari hay....

AoOooo aur sambhalo mujhay.......

Hum jaan se jain gay tab he baat banay ge
Tum se tou koi raah nikali nahi jati....

Meri pori zindagi ik qabristan main guzri... jahan chaltay phirte sans laitay bazahir zinda log dikhti thi magar un k dilon main sard mohri ki ka'i jami howi thi...umr guzr gai k shayad is ka'i say koi mohabat ka kanwal bhi janam lay le...shayad qurbaniyon k shabnami qatray is dabeez kai ko qatra qatra ker k is main mohabat ki khusboo bhakhair day....

magar nahi...

Dunyawi Nakhuda apni badshahat k takht ko khud kaisay ulat day ga... Ana parasti aur behissi jab rooh main halool ho ker jism o jaan say amar bail ki terha chimmat jaye tou ... Banda phir banda nahi rehta ... wo khud ko dewta samajhnay lagta hay....

Main nay qaid ba mushaqat kati hay... Meri rooh per lagay ghaow mujhay bechain kertay thay tou thapak thapak k unko sulati thi......sabr ki lori day ker... Kabhi hans ker ... Kabhi roo ker...

Safar kathin tha ...
Safar kathin hay ...

Aoo aur sambhalo mjhay....

Apnay bulang o bang dswon ko takmeel ki sorat day ker .....
Meray banjar khawabon main rang bhar ker mujhay meri armano ki qabr say nikal ker khusyon ki fasl ki umeed day ker ......Kahan chupay ho .......Kahan gai ho.......Ao aur aker meri ankhon se durd ki soi'yan nikal phainko........k main in ankhon say ab nai khawab dekhna chahti hon...

Sunday, April 15, 2012

Chand aur Tum....

Pehlay main chat say pehron batain kerti thi chat k ik makhsoos konay main beth ker....kabhi hans ker kabhi roo ker...per phir janay chand ko kia howa...main jab us say batain kerti wo chup jata kabhi badlon ki oat main kabhi aasman pay sufaid bikhri roe k galon main... main tarap uthti k mera wahid dost meri kisi bat pe ab pehlay ki terha tawajoo deta he nahi.....uski is berukhi ka sadma jatey jatey chala he gaya ....per meri Chand se mohabat kam nahi howi....main ab bhi us ko usi pyar se usi lagan se dekhti hon jaisay us k badalnay se pehlay .... meray zehan k ik goshay main ye bat mehfooz hay k meray dukh dard k lamhat ka raaz dan raha hay wo ... aur main kabhi kisi ka ahsan nahi bholti... chaheye wo soi jitna kyoon na ho... meri zidangi bemole si hay..ye hamaisha apnay ap ko tarazo k dosray palray main neecha pati hay...aur dosray ko oncha...meray napnay ka paimana shayad fault zada hay...per iska koi cure ab hay he nahi......main khud ko badal he nahi sakti....shayad meri kafiat meri sochain meray khoon main siraeyut ker chuki hay aur jism ki ik ik rag ik ik jar main phail chuki hay...

Raat main nay bohat takleef main guzari...taraptay bulaktay... bohat he aziat main... mujhay tumhari zaroorat thi...per hamaisha ki terha Tum manzar se gaib thay... ye meri kismat hay jab mujhay kisi ki zaroorat perti hay Lakh buland o bang daway kernay walay meray ird gird mojood he nahi hotay...Main hamaisha ki terha tanha he apna bar uthati hon... aur phir meri sehmi sehmi si zaat k parukhchay say ur jatay hain ... apni zaat k in tukhron ko ik lamba arsa lagta hay mujhay samaitnay main ... aur dair bhi nahi lagti in ko idher udhar bikhar janay main... phir naye siray say apni kirchiyan samait'ti hon khud he.... zakhmi wajood ki takleef aur berh jati hay kirchiyan uthanay main hath laho lohan tou hotay he hain...dil bhi zaar zaar hota hay apni ARZAAN zaat ki ye halat dekh ker...

Tum nay bhi chand ka chalan apna lia...kia tum bhi chand ho gai.......