Afsoos....
Mujhy Zindagi main kabhi kisi baat ka pachtawa nhi howa...jab apney ap se he insaan ki jang ho to wo apnay apko he nit naye tareeqay see pareshan kr k apney apko masroof rakhta Hy...main hamaisha masroof rehti hun per Meri is masroofiat me apne hissay ki takleef Dene AGR koi ajata Hy to main usay pora pora moqa daiti hun...usay mayoos nhi kerti...
Nahi nahi main "farishta" bilkul b nhi ... Na he "wali" hun...main is do(2) roza Zindagi main kisi se hisaab nhi chahti ... Mera maumla,,,main RAB ko sonp daiti hun...wo sb ka hisaab b rakhta Hy aur wo kitaab bhi jisme hr sitam ki kahani darj hoti Hy...
Main rehem ka maumla isliye krti hun k mujhse ziada to Mera RAB Raheem o Kareem Hy to kia wo mjhy insaaf na dega...?
Jee han umeed Hy AP samajh Gaye hungay main apne saath bura krne walon ko saaza b daemi Dena chahti hun...kyoon k main kisi ko apni ankhon se dukh main nahi dekh sakti...
Pehlay Mera nazarya qadraey mukhtalif howa krta tha... Main aam maufi per yaqeen rakhti thi... per ye duniya mauf krne walon ko kamzoor samajti Hy...
Mauf krny walay ko duniya walay bewakoof samajte Hain...
Main b mauf kr deti hun...per AP btain Kya main bewakoof hun...maine duniya main samjhota aur RAB ki bargaah main insaf ka case daer kia howa Hy...
Mujhy us k insaaf PE pora yaqeen Hy...
Written by Fehmida Chaudhary
18th April 2018
